i want to cry. life is rough. i feel guilt for not seeing that message earlier in chat. im questioning again if im the real annie -or even annie herself- or not. i feel so fucking awful that i want to die just so i dont feel like this. this has been going on for the past few days actually- and honestly? i wanna end it all. i do not care anymore, this world does NOT need an annoying and stupid npc like ME. nothing makes me happy recently and i feel like shit. and dont get me started on my phobia being triggered everyday.. i honestly want to die.

-...i know.. THE bambom isnt supposed to be like this- oh goddammit. am i breaking out of code- sorry.