reading:

watching:

"I need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being hard on myself and be nice to myself. I need to keep telling myself that I need to keep wanting something, something nice, something warm, more than just a fur coat because I can make other people happy. I can understand other people’s pain because I can love even after all that is left of me is gone because I have that strength." — Daul Kim

"Listen to your life. See it for the fathomless mystery that it is. In the boredom and the pain of it no less than in the excitement and gladness: touch, taste, smell your way to the holy and hidden heart of it because in the last analysis, all moments are key moments, and life itself is grace." — Frederick Buechner

"you are not weak just because your heart feels so heavy." — Andrea Gibson

• Farewell by Agha Shahid Ali
• for women who are 'difficult' to love. by Warsan Shire
• i like my body when it is with your by e.e. cummings
• Last Words by Michael Symmons Roberts
• The Unfinished Suicides of My High School Sweetheart by Shira Erlichman
• These Hands, If Not Gods by Natalie Diaz
• Waking at Night by Jack Gilbert
• With A Sleeping Body by Serge Van Duijnhoven

incomplete list b/c i am revising and i am lazy

bangtan

• j-hope/jimin/jungkook
  • mostly trees here
• j-hope/jungkook
  • A Sheep in Wolf's Clothing
  • 20 / 80 - also jimin/v, jin/rm/suga
  • Direct Me Darling series — FAV BTS FIC OF ALL BTS FIC THE BEST EVER
• j-hope/jungkook/suga
  • pin me up against the wall instead
  • Some People Say That I Want You For Your...
• jimin/jin/jungkook
  • play me like a love song - PERFECT
• jimin/jungkook