• Buy a hat
• Summer Shopping.
• Get thinner and lose that asdfghjkl pounds I gained.
• Find a job so that I can have money for my summer extravagances.
• Read lots of books
• Buy art materials like Paint, paintbrush and 'pixie dust' for Wreck this Journal.
• Buy Review books.
• Buy that floral shades that I've been eyeing in Accessorize.
• Seriously get rid of my mom arms this time.
• Get lighter, will use gallons of whitening lotion this summer.
• Always update my planner.
• Take a lot of pictures.
• Engage in long summer walks.
• Meet with friends and laser tag.
• Make this summer productive ✌

• I am lucky, unlike other people.
• Someone said that I am beautiful, which made my self-esteem go plummeting up. I don't care if that isn't true or not but the mere thought that somebody will go to lengths of actually telling me that, it makes me happy.
• I have a low self-image, you see. But I don't care, I have good people surrounding me.
• +1 for my first quiz in CHEM. YAHOO. Well, if I got zero plus the +1, then that doesn't make me anything.
• I feel so HAPPY.

• I had about 20 injections in my body.
• Read books.
• Got fatter.
• I bought a shirt from Dorothy Perkins.
• Tumblr.
• Facebook, but mostly tumblr.
• Twitter.
• Sitting around and getting fat.
• Have gone to the beach.
• The beach, hence getting darker.
• Hayy.

• Watch those Gossip Girl season 3 episodes, I have long downloaded and yes, worked hard to find for.
• Get thinner.
• Socialize.
• Minimize computer time.
• Read more books.
• Prepare for Junior year.
• HAVE FUN!

• DIET.
• Try not to eat.
• Starve myself because srsly that's what all of this is about.
• NOT DRINK CARAMELIZED DRINKS. (It actually gained me some cellulite in my thighs.)
• Stop whining like a foghorn.
• Stop sitting around all day in the computer, 'cause it makes my butt fatter.
• Stop saying that I am fat.

If I break one of these Lenten "I WILLs", then I shall be doomed because once I break one, I shall break all of it.

Yeah whatever.

• Dear John by Nicolas Sparks
• The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
• 3rd Hunger Games book coming out this August by Suzanne Collins
• The Book Thief

• Eating
• Studying for a BIO LONG QUIZ.
• Change clothes, since I'm still wearing my uniform.
• Talk to my mom about the fees she has to pay on account of my school.
• Studying.
• Anything but sitting here and making my ass more bigger/fatter.

• An Ipod shuffle
• Moleskin journal
• The Lovely Bones-Alice Sebold
• Dear John-Nicholas Sparks
• Pens
• A dress for Sophomore's Night.
• Money.

-Simple things, yet I can't have them.

• I feel ugly.
• I feel stupid.
• I am a moody girl with a lot of issues.
• I always want want want.
• I can totally relate to Georgia Nicholson.
• I laugh out loud when I read books.
• Sometimes, I prefer books than going out.
• I like to eat, but I'm lazy to exercise.
• I am in love with a celebrity who does not even know I exist. And you know why I know this is love? Because that's what I feel. I trust my heart.
• I feel like some of my closest friends are leaving me.

• It was hot. The weather, not anyone in particular (LOL.)and to make matters worst, our uniform is long-sleeved.
• I was sitting in between two quirky cheerleaders and they are all smiles which helped my mood a bit.
• Our classroom wasn't far but it is near the faculty, cue the "DUN DUN DUN DUN"s.
• My close friends aren't my classmates. Okay. Sad but more annoyed.
• We had our ID pictures taken. Please, I don't even want to start.
• I could still go online this week because we didn't have lessons yet.
• Had our class socialization.
• Tumblr went black, (This isn't school related, I know) but turned blue again today.
• We had our opening mass yesterday. It was, IDK, awkward? LOLJK. It was hot.
• I borrowed a gay book from our school lib...

• Gone to Palawan. I Had fun.
• Been bitten by our dog.
• Experienced 10 shots of injection all in a day.
• Been lodging around tumblr and making my ass get big without meaning to.
• Gained. -We all know what I have gained and I am not having the time of my life.-
• Have managed to have 2,500 posts in tumblr already.
• Eaten half a kilo of Doritos with my siblings.

OH WELL. Second week of summer for me.

• Somebody succumb me into a coma, so that I don't have to go through these annoying days. | I'm joking and this is a stupid wish.
• To finish that @-) CSS project we all have to suffer.
• To finish that hsafklhsfalskdfj IP project we all have to, yes, suffer.
• LOOSE WEIGHT. (AAAAAAAGGGGHHH.)
• My own darn laptop so that I can do my projects in Peace. (For example now; My annoying younger brother is whining his way to the comp. even if all he does here is to play stupid, brain-inducing games.)
• Get my MATH face on. (NEW MATH FACE: The one that says;"I know this one!")
• Study for the NAT, which all sophomores from our school have to endure.

I was absent today because of my foot which got strained in the occasion that I wore heels, 4 inches, I think, last Saturday night. What a first time experience this is.

• Watched 2 Disney movies.
• Liked (almost) everyone's status on Facebook.
• Commented on (almost) all my pictures.
• Finished reading a book in a seating.
• Ate a sandwich and drank coffee for lunch.
• Wore glasses that doesn't have lens.
• Took low-quality webcam pictures of myself.
• Talked to myself in the mirror.
• Felt insecure about myself.
• Cried.

• Sitting my ass off in the computer.
• Pigging out and feeling bad about it.
• No music playing, 'cause the speakers are wrecked. Or so I think.

• Paramore
• Coldplay
• Glee Cast
• Katy Pery
• Tenacious D

Heck yeah, check them out.

• The Dark Divine by Bree Despain
• Beautiful Creatures by Kami Garcia and Margaret Stohl
• Beautiful Darkness also by Kami and Margaret
• The Last Summer (of You and Me) by Ann Brashares
• The Good Fairies of New York by Martin Millar
• And since we still have one day before school starts;
• I'm currently reading The Foreigner by Meg Castaldo

• He's good-looking.
• His body.
• His, sometime appearing, stubble. Which I find sexy.
• His English accent which he tries to hide in Gossip Girl and he successfully does.
• His fashion sense. He's like the male Kate Moss and not of the gay variety too.
• His lips. (Don't even ask.)
• His role in GG.
• When I watch Gossip Girl, I get really hot and bothered when I see him. (OH RIGHT. Did I actually type hot and bothered?)
• He is so nice. (I JUST KNOW, OKAY?)
• He's Chuck Bass. (Yeas. You know that already but it pays to repeat.)

HIHI. ED WESTWICK IS LOVE.

• The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
• White Oleander by Janet Fitch
• The Van Alen Legacy by Mel dela Cruz
• The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks (No, I still don't have one and No, I don't want to read an ebook copy)
• Illustrado by Miguel Syjuco
• A Kiss in Time by Alex Flinn
• Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafron

• Kilig to the bones love stories. (Like the one I'm reading now.)
• Hanging out with my friends.
• I finally have my MATH FACE on!
• The fact that summer is 10 days away.
• Being FREEEEEEEE.
• To be able to have good friends that I know will last for the summer.

I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

• Buy tenderloins for cooking.
• Buy Apples for cooking.
• Memorize poem for english.
• Bury myself into my BIOLOGY notebook, in which are current topic is, guess what, BLOOD.
• Print another copy of poem.

• Dance like a maniac.
• Turn up the music real loud
• Eat lots of food.

• I almost slept during AP period.
• I nearly passed out while walking down the streets a while ago.
• For the past 30 minutes, I've been blocking out people talking to me and to avoid discomfort, I nod.
• My head 'friggin hurts with the noises made by the kids in the bus.
• I pigged out and I'm still not happy.
• I cried when I saw "For your Entertainment by A. Lambert" on MTv.

Exhaustion can make you crazy.