• Owen.
• Braeden.
• Friendships I'm never going to fix.
• My need to constantly please others.
• My OCD like tendencies.

• Work out everyday without fail.
• Tan.
• Go swimming a bunch.
• Have an awesome time at MUUSA and avoid the drama as much as necessary.
• Have an awesome time in BC and not get eaten by sharks.
• Survive the third ACT.
• Hang with the boy.
• Go to a few concerts.
• Make many many bracelets.
• Go to any Dunes. ANY.
• Go on a road trip.
• Go visit colleges.
• Stay in touch with Marwood friends and hang out a lot.
• Get a six pack.
• Eat good foods.

• His very nice hair.
• The fact that he lets me play with his very nice hair.
• His very pretty eyes.
• He can drive.
• I like him.
• He doesn't tell me constantly how I am.
• He will rub my back.
• His body is comfy.

• Someone tall. I like to be able to look up at them.
• Preferably someone who likes hockey because that's something I don't get to talk about often.
• A musician.
• Someone who can give good back massages. I'm like putty in your hands.
• Someone who has an interesting name. Okay, names don't really matter, but I'm more drawn to people with interesting names than mainstream ones.
• Someone who can make me laugh a lot.
• Someone who is willing to put up with all my worrying.
• Someone who is sensitive and sweet but still isn't clingy.
• Someone who you have to fight to get feelings out of.
• Someone I can have inside jokes with.
• Someone who is preferably my best friend ...

• I Got You (End of The Century)-Wilco.
  • Owenfish.
• Best Friend-Queen.
  • Scruffy.
• Moonlight Sonata-Beethoven.
  • Mum.
• In My Life-The Beatles.
  • Adam.
• Bittersweet Symphony-The Verve.
  • Briana.

• my cellular device.
• my house phone.
• my driving permit.
• my guitar picks.
• my mind.
• my metabolism. (i'm really hungry. like constantly.)

• to find a place where everything is quiet and i don't have to worry.
• ✔ to find a person who likes me very much and will rub my back when i'm sad.
• to discover all forms of music humanly created.
• to be able to pass school and get a good job.
• to actually pin myself onto a religion.
• to be very very happy.
• to go traveling.
• to be able to keep in good health.
• to see the world become a very new and different place.
• to help the world get to that new and different place.

• The way my heart floated.
• The way I was always happy.
• The way I actually fell in love.

• Two fat cats named Zorba and Beowulf: Crusher of Worlds.
• A baby grand.
• Ibanez guitar.
• A giant shelf full of records.
• Many many many Converse.
• A futon.
• Two small humans.
• A pantry filled with Honey Bunches of Oats.

In a/the:

• another country
• backseat of someone else's car
• canoe
• downpour
• elevator
• middle of a crowd
• movie theatre
• photobooth
• shower
• snow

On a/the:

• birthday
• beach
• boat
• couch

zero

• times I've had the sex.
• times I've broken a bone.
• times I've watched Bambi.

one

• day I've gone without eating.
• time I almost died.
• relationship I will have at any given time.
• times I've cried in any given movie.

two

• long term houses I've lived in.
• countries I've lived in.

• re-painting over my walls.
• finding a good college.
• sorting out some unresolved feelings.
• paying people back.
• deciding what i want to do when i grow up.
• flipping back to vegetarianism.

• making grant stick his tongue to that fence post first year of kindergarden.
• kenny's pool parties every summer.
• playing grounders and having lauren's cousins make me fall over so i hit my chin really bad.
• seeing rebecca fall from the top of the monkey bars and splitting her head open. blood everywhere.
• watching alex's face when he put his hand in seagull shit.
• all the girls pairing off with boys through till fourth grade.
• the first boy i had a crush on and he never actually knew, i'm pretty sure, even after i left.
• moving here.
• discovering the UU church.
• meeting becky.
• first kiss...corny. but it was with the gayest guy ever. literally.

• My ability to help others.
• My sense of self.
• My hands.
• My sense of clothing style.
• My ability to pick up and leave and not be upset about it. Moving on, basically.
• My gigantic heart.
• My gifted friends.

• Going to a swing set and swinging for hours. Even just a park in general.
• Ice cream!
• Movie marathons. Always a good plan.
• Have a slow dance in the middle of something not slow dance appropriate.
• Drawing with sidewalk chalk. For hours.
• Going to the zoo. <- Actually going to happen.
• Going on an adventure. Like a really long adventure.
• Laying out in a field counting stars.
• Dancing in the rain.

• Riding the train for free both ways.
• Having my back rubbed.
• Wearing someone else's sweatshirt who smells good.
• Semi-melted ice cream.
• Being with someone who makes my heart patter.
• Singing in the shower.
• WHIRLYBALL.
• Being extremely sleep deprived and laughing till I can't breathe.
• Cons.
• Unitarians.
• Kissing.
• Playing soccer and throwing a couple elbows.
• Thinking.

• hungry.
• cold.
• thinking.
• miss people.
• text.
• music running through my head.
• a headache.
• a cough.
• somewhere to itch.
• sleeping. (or at least thinking about it)

• people that don't respect boundaries.
• people that are generally close minded.
• people that think they are better than everyone.
• people who break promises.
• people that see fit to drop people when it benefits them.
• people who are never there for anyone.
• people who i am jealous for general sorts of reasons.
• people who say they care. and then don't.

• I'M SURE PEOPLE ARE NOT CATTLE.
• I'M PRETTY SURE I CAN SEE YOUR OVARIES IN THAT SKIRT.
• NO, I WILL NOT HAVE SEX WITH YOU.
• GAHHHHHHHHHHH.

it really depends on the place, but that about sums it up :]