love of be

• there is no end to these mind games. i can't do this for another day. fine. i lost.

　 　　　 everyone has secrets

• people say that nothing can stay a secret forever but do you really think I don't have any? a story that no one knows about? do you really think you know everything? about the person who you're closest to?

　 　　　 between the lips

• please don’t cross it. the distance between our lips is still 50cm. don't make me into a common girl with sweet and obvious words. save me for a little longer

　 　　　 the red shoes

• (they say you can go to better places if you wear better shoes) ooma loompa doom dubi duba doom I'm not sad, I will dance. again, again...

　 　　　 modern times

• i know you but you don't know me. we always walk the same path at the same time. make some time, talk to me. your lips are shut tight without a word. i really want to hear your voice. when you see me next time, say hello

　 　　　 bad day

• i let out a meaningless breath. my room is colder than the middle of winter, the air is cold even to the tips of my fingers. if spring never comes, would that be better? will the icicles in my room melt when a sunny, good day comes?

　 　　　 obliviate

• ten steps is not enough. a thousand steps might still not be enough. in the end, i cast the nonsense spell of making bad memories disappear and having good memories stay. head, obliviate, heart, obliviate. it hurts, how much more do I have to break down?

　 　　　 gloomy clock

• when time passes, this depression. when time passes, the things I said were hard and complained about; they will become things of the past. the sharp and emotional memories. they will become dull, become dull like a square wearing down to become a circle

　 　　　 wait

• i'm waiting for the moment your shut lips will open. i'm waiting for the moment your nice face starts to frown. i'm waiting

　 　　　 voice mail

• the recorded time is already. just past two minutes and thirty seconds. actually, i don't have anything else to say. since i'm just doing this without any plan (i will always be waiting for a response but if i'm not the one, if i'm not the one... if you're not the one, then you're not... then you're not)