• good to be back?
• hey allison! i realized this is the only way we can talk besides talking in person
• no one follows mah shit so we can pretty much say anything we want
• i read all the shit on here and got pretty sad
• im only talking to you
• cause who else
• is
• listening
• you should check up on this shit
• the shit about Dec/Jan of last year made me the saddest
• i luh the color green
• i hate the fact that we don"t hang out as much
• not as much as i hate the fact that i bailed on you for our semester break thai food anniversary dinner
• i hate both those things more than a certain greek named _ _ _ _
• feel me?
• this is funny
• alot of the things on " i must say these things" list have been/are directed to you, sorry i never said them to you
• i'm sad cause you're sad
• i really loved the day we went golfing
• that also made me sad
• i want this to be the longest list i or anyone else has ever posted on listography
• i'm hopeful that i can accomplish such a feat
• it'll be long cause it's all my thoughts that concern you(not trying to sound creepy, but it's true)
• i want to read the list you have "summer(what/who i must do/see)" and see what you did and didn't do
• cause when it comes to you and last summer, i could write a fucking 3 hour artsy-ass documentary on that
• we spent a good 85% of the summer together
• it was the best summer i've ever lived through(i did spend alot of the summer of 1914 dead)
• i like pumpkin, the lighter and the vegetable (is it a vegetable or a fruit? do you realize the amount of a fuck not being given right now?)
• that was a fun night too(jun 19)
• although now that i think about it, it was kinda weird for both of us
• more you than me
• i'm sorry about ojos azules
• it's fucked up really
• change topic
• why aren't you going to ask me out to prom?
• i'm surprised my mom hasn't asked me that shit yet
• in the purely hypothetical situation that i

1)actually wanted to go to prom2)had the courage to ask you to said prom3)had the money to pay for our tickets to prom would you have gone with me to prom if i had asked you?

• no pressure
• this is just for information gathering purposes
• it's weird that you're going through what is probably the worst day to ever occur on the campus of our high school and i'm all alone at home, sicker than a pack of lepers
• remember last last october when you were gone for a week and you went blind for a while?
• marriage pact?
• remember talking about that stoned of our asses?(well i was stoned of my ass. i wasn't just stoned of my ass, i was totally fucked out of my universe)
• the beach...
• fuckin hate that shit
• that guilt always hits me like a ton of bricks
• i know i shouldn't but i am
• fuckin combination taco bell pizza hut
• can we walk to one sometime?
• i know it's all the way in bumfuck egypt, but we've walked longer distances
• i feel like a drug dealer right now

-Reasons why I feel like a drug dealer1)i'm wearing sweat pants, slippers, camel cigarettes shirt and an army jacket2) i haven't done a single productive thing today(what else is new?)3)i've been on the computer for the past 3 hours4) i've been listening to the same ska song for those 3 hours that's it i just realized that those aren't good examples for why i feel like a drug dealer

• i probably shouldn't feel like a drug dealer
• I WISH I HAD DRUGS THOUGH!!!!!!
• we should blaze again some time
• don't try any funny stuff
• i do have a rape whistle
• i know when you're stoned all you want to do is fellate me
• i will put up the most passive fight in the world if that happened
• wha?!?!
• i'm sorry
• too far
• i've had a moderately okay day, thanks for asking
• megan came by for like 45 minutes
• sad panda
• you're in school
• sad panda
• i'm pretty sure every class would be bearable if you and chris were in it
• more you than chris, maybe the occasional guest drop form chris
• but you would be the key element to making all classes bearable
• whay(<---did that on purpose)did barev not sell to us?
• i'm pretty sure restaurant occidental is going to be the downfall of russian nights selling to minors
• _ _ _ /_ _ _ adorable
• i'm _ _ _ _ _
• when was the last time you thought about apples to apples?
• it's been a while for me
• i don't really miss facebook
• i just miss chatting with you electronically
• i prefer person to person but i make that impossible
• wouldn't it suck if you could give digital hugs?
• that would just kill hugs
• it would be so sad tryng to hug a hologram
• this "conversation" is probably creeping you the fuck out
• i apologize for my weirdness
• i apologize for ever offending you
• i apologize for ever making you feel any negative emotions
• i'm just sorry
• i really miss you,chris, dylan and you
• i know i said you twice
• cigarette break
• i miss you, kid
• let's talk more
• GET A PHONE
• bye
• you don't/shouldn't love me