- Smashing Pumpkins
- Turkish Golds
- just cigarettes in general
- Atmosphere
- Green label
- getting drunk off my ass
- Inked magazine
- Denny's
- the train stop at 7th and Figueroa
- Downtown
- my Polaroid
- Wristcutters: A Love Story
- this is one of my favorite movies of all time because of said person
- "Skinny Love" Bon Iver
- the reason my phone charger "accidentally" leads to underneath my pillow
- "Floating" Jape
- Patron
- again, getting drunk off my ass and listening to "I'm Not Your Toy(Jack Beats Remix)"
- Winter Break
- December 23: the drunk dial that changed everything,meeting up with sally,meeting up with Travis,meeting up with sunshine and moonshine,getting this big clusterfuck of people in sally's tiny ass car,wanting to sit next to her more than anything,getting extremely high and listening to the Crookers essential mix and finding the essence of life in it, eating absolutely nothing,awkwardly trying to inch up closer to her,allison telling me that she liked me and becoming overwhelmed with happiness,having to leave when i was just getting the guts enough to do something,zach telling me she totally wanted to fuck me and then proceeding to drive me on acid,nitrous oxide and ketamine,ultimately texting her all morning despite my unhealthy state and her saying i was "cute"
- December 24:texting allison nonstop,developing a mix cd,getting high with my cousins at a large family gathering,texting Her constantly and waiting 20-45 minutes for each reply, going to sleep high and happy
- December 26:failed attempt at going to Das Bahaus,meeting Blondie and Sunshine instead and excahnging Christmas Presents, Allison naming my future children with moonshine,being slowly introduced to Atmosphere,really wanting to be at that dingy apartment in Northridge but ultimateky having a good time with will and allison
- December 28:sleeping on the couch,waking up on the couch and heading out the door to take my asshole family to a bunch of touristy places,being told of some fledgling plan to go to her house and at first submitting to defeat,working it out that my family would drive me to the train station and i WOULD be able to go to her house,felling a really good vibe from the trip there,getting directions to her house and wondering if it was at that new,big ass luxury apartment structure by LA Live, finding out that it WAS at that new,big ass luxury apartment structue by LA Live, getting into her house and it being the warmest place on the face of the earth, allison telling me that access to her room was verboten,a visit to the sketchy ass denny's by her house,being told by the waitress that i look like "the guy from the Hangover",going up to the top floor of her aprtment despite the sub-zero temperatures,allison freezing to death and talking to herself while I asked moonshine out,i'll always associate the smell of Turkish Golds and cold air with some amazing times,having "sleepyhead" stuck in my head and it always having some deeper meaning to me ever since
- january 2: going oer to sunshine's house to watch Flight of the conchords(the origin of hint of lime chips+cactus cooler),apples to apples,moonshine showing up late,the grateful dead vs. bongos debate which led allison to say that we were "just giving love points to each other"(guilty),lending her Pulp Fiction ang giving her the cd i worked so diligently to compile, leaving too soon as always
- january 4:waking up at 8 o'clock cause i was so nerous about being late, leaving my house by 9,being at the red line station around 10:10,being at her house around 11:50, thinking "oh, im early ill kill some time and wait for her", calling her at 12:04 and no answer, calling/texting/waiting till 1 o'clock when she finally answered "Shit!I fucked up.I just woke up.What's up =/", fianlly getting up to the 18th floor at around 1:30, drinking Green Label,pomegranate juice+Crown Royal(don't every try this,Crown Royal blows) all for breakfast,watching Pulp Ficton,giving up on watching Pulp Fiction and listening to my mix cd drunk off my ass and realizing that it was "perfect",the next couple of hours kinda run together and are for me and and me only
- Fake blood
- Gogol Brodello
- every time I get a call or text I really hope its her :[
- I think it goes without saying that there are soooo many things that remind me of her,that i'm constantly thinking about her
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