- I think about things too much:
- Guys; I end up falling in love with their potential.
- Things I regret (that go back into my early childhood. I don't know why, it's so long ago. I was a kid.)
- I lie with ease (not necessarily often):
- To get out of explaining things that are "long stories."
- To avoid conflict.
- To make me sound more appealing.
- To make me seem more stable.
- To feel more interesting, better.
- I feel guilty easy about things I shouldn't.
- My mother's mistakes.
- My father's mistakes.
- Not being able to change things.
- I don't feel guilty about things I should.
- Telling those lies.
- Being pissy with my family.
- I worry about my strange facial expressions.
- I forgive really easy.
- Pros:
- Less conflict.
- Closer relationships.
- Less maintenance.
- Cons:
- Not being truthful to myself.
- It always comes back to haunt me.
- It gives me more room to go back to the same routine.
- Pros:
- Pick at my cuticles until I have hangnails, etc.
- I set too high examples and end up being disappointed.
- Because I am so happy to be in love, I fall in love deeper than they do and then I end up being more crazy about them and I show it more so I look like a fool.
- It's crazy embarassing.
- Kind of depressing.
- Always the cause of our "spats".
- Usually because I miss him a lot more.
- I want to hang out with him a lot more.
- That one time we could have hung out but he "didn't feel like it."
- Mondays. He has too much homework?
- I'm almost positive I love him more than he loves me. And it's kind of scary. Because I don't know if he'll ever get to the point where he loves me that much, and I want to have that security. I want him to be as crazy about me as I am about him.
jul 16 2009 ∞
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