- i was thinking of myself, i wasn't thinking of you
- i didn't do anything to hurt you
- i am no romeo
- "attack life"
- if she were my girlfriend, i'd beat her up [for dressing that way]
- she has legs of a person who eats instant noodles every day
- can you take a joke?
- knowing i was using my earphones & asking to take them anyway
- i'm a million times better than him
- i just do what i want, i always want to do my thing
- short-term memory
- calling him drunk at stella's, the complete lack of softness or sentimentality with which he talked to me
- still seeing her & deliberately concealing it from me
- giving me one of the fucking cupcakes she gave him when he saw her
- calling her his "friend"
- evading my questions
- fucking in the church
- reacting to train delay
- drunken verbal belligerence
- serial flirt (no differentiation in what he'd say and how he'd touch other girls who weren't so accommodating)
- his ability to stop caring and paying attention once he loses interest
- zeroing in on the supposed easiest, weakest, (only) available target - with only one agenda
- don't be the next one
- wanting to change aspects of my physical appearance, saying i needed new glasses, to cut my hair, to wear my hair down, to dress more provocatively
- talking to me less during the time he was getting some from her, how i obsessed over it & wondered what changed
- asking me to go on gchat and then not talking because he was busy chatting with someone else
- deleting her messages from his phone before showing me it, concealing his email window when i saw they were writing to each other
- texting her in front of me, outside the salad shop, in the lift, waiting for the train
- before, always trying to convince me to do drugs
- his impatience, disrespect and bad treatment of those he deems inferior to him
- saying he'd talk if a girl was a bitch & bad at sex, but not if she was "nice" & bad at sex
- i cannot change him - #1 mistake women make with men is thinking they're going to be the special one that will make them be better or closer to the person they want them to be
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