- i need to start having it
- waking up next to someone is the best feeling in the world
- you "really" like it "in a way"
- [casual sex] just happens sometimes, you don't want it to
- they call it a little death
- you're not a "slut"
- you'd go out with a girl for a while without sex, but in the end if they are afraid of sex, that is something they have to face
- sexuality is complex, you're confused as anyone
- i am a man, i have needs
- after a guy has sex, he has this chemical, overwhelming, undeniable urge to flee, but if a guy likes you, he'll stay
- sex should never be used as a tool for manipulation in a relationship
nov 24 2011 ∞
nov 24 2011 +
- wayfarers (touching the husk)
- popped collar (at the concourse, folded arms, thongs)
- gelled hair
- receding hairline
- thin lips
- reddened, oily complexion
- when you had bad acne
- group photo, "mafia look", your ridiculous smile
- baby teeth & that gap
- your grating, thin voice with the self-important inflection, the way that you speak authoritatively yet know nothing
- obnoxiously giggling in front of your computer while bludging at work, not giving two fucks
nov 20 2011 ∞
nov 20 2011 +
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- "80085" on my calculator
- Seeing you in the city with your slicked back hair & white shirt, the rude & impatient way you talked to your friend on the phone
- Alcohol-fueled aggression because you don't know any better, or because that's who you are - swearing, being dramatic about not having any photos taken
- Not inviting me to the "house party", even though I wouldn't have gone
- The "house party" turning into some club event in Darling Harbour
- The fact you're capable of treating her the way you do means you're capable of treating me in that way
- You always say you can judge someone by how they treat waitstaff and people perceived to be below them - was that something someone told you? So you'd be conscious of trying to behave well in those situati...
dec 13 2011 ∞
dec 13 2011 +
- i was thinking of myself, i wasn't thinking of you
- i didn't do anything to hurt you
- i am no romeo
- "attack life"
- if she were my girlfriend, i'd beat her up [for dressing that way]
- she has legs of a person who eats instant noodles every day
- can you take a joke?
- knowing i was using my earphones & asking to take them anyway
- i'm a million times better than him
- i just do what i want, i always want to do my thing
- short-term memory
- calling him drunk at stella's, the complete lack of softness or sentimentality with which he talked to me
- still seeing her & deliberately concealing it from me
nov 20 2011 ∞
nov 20 2011 +
- franny & zooey
- drake, take care ("if you was in a pine box / i would surely break the lock / i’d jump right in and fall asleep / 'cause you are the death of me")
- revisiting 'my beautiful dark twisted fantasy', circa shanghai, november 2010
- subtexts
- frank ocean, thinking about you
- revolutionary road
- the great gatsby
- glee, modern family, community, parks & rec
- emails
- resumes & cover letters
- film & music criticism
- norwegian wood
- http://www.formspring.me/jimmychenchen
- voice recordings, poem recitals
- be in sunlight, look at a distant view of nature, breathe
nov 20 2011 ∞
nov 20 2011 +
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- Philip Seymour Hoffman
- Joaquin Phoenix
- Mark Ruffalo
- Daniel Day-Lewis
- Christian Bale
- Michael Fassbender
- Sean Penn
- Matt Damon
- Clive Owen
- Julianne Moore
- Marisa Tomei
- Amy Adams
- Diane Lane
nov 13 2013 ∞
dec 3 2013 +
- telling me, identifying in me, i needed to get out of my "headspace"
- viewing you as an overgrown toddler needing constant attention and positive feedback, once you were an innocent boy, a "cradle snatcher", who liked comics about vikings and pokemon
- talking to me when i was sad over him, saying that my mind was addicted to unhappiness, convincing me i needed some excitement in my life, and i should think up of an activity or hobby that we could even do together
- talking to me consistently, acknowledging that may have established a pattern (of expected behaviour)
- enquiring about my life
- lending me his books
- sharing with me his interests
- that night he was at a friend's place, i was at iris's, hung up over a guy who nev...
nov 20 2011 ∞
nov 20 2011 +
- self-obsession
- self-interest
- unjustified entitlement
- narcissism
- dreams of power & wealth
- unhappiness
- disconnection from others on an empathetic level
- unhealthy, chronic need to be validated by others
- bad relationship with parents
- poor anger management
- sex addiction
- misogyny
- illiteracy
- ADHD
- lying
- gambling
- general douchebaggery
nov 20 2011 ∞
nov 20 2011 +
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