• telling me, identifying in me, i needed to get out of my "headspace"
  • viewing you as an overgrown toddler needing constant attention and positive feedback, once you were an innocent boy, a "cradle snatcher", who liked comics about vikings and pokemon
  • talking to me when i was sad over him, saying that my mind was addicted to unhappiness, convincing me i needed some excitement in my life, and i should think up of an activity or hobby that we could even do together
  • talking to me consistently, acknowledging that may have established a pattern (of expected behaviour)
  • enquiring about my life
  • lending me his books
  • sharing with me his interests
  • that night he was at a friend's place, i was at iris's, hung up over a guy who never loved me, telling me out of the blue about his gambling, his daydreaming, saying he'd never told a soul
  • commenting when he thinks i look upset, "unimpressed"
  • "you deserve a job worthy of your mind"
  • asking me not to close myself from opportunities
  • communicating with me after i found out
nov 20 2011 ∞
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