Goodbye to myfitnesspal

• 01: First day
  • Reconnected with Victor. I'm glad he's okay.
  • I hope you still love me
  • This place is okay
• 02: Sick in bed
  • Or is this effecting me too much?
  • I need a cigarette
  • Sleep
• 03: Rehearsal in the morning, and in th afternoon.
  • Got Math, Chem, and English exams back. I'm just proud of how well I handled last week
  • I wish I could just suffer instead of you; you don't deserve this and I'm sorry
  • Nicotine and Vitamin D.
• 04: Cigarettes and coffee
  • Too much coffee. In and out of consciousness
  • Mom found my cigarettes, there goes out $10
  • Mr. St Cyr is a really understanding person. I was wrong about him
• 05: Day 1
  • Rehearsal is bad but good at the same time
  • Charlotte is so cute and she likes Stuart aw
  • Sadness
• 06: Day 2
  • Bonding in theatre. "All the gays"
  • Rehearsal
  • I hit my sad stage at 8 pm now
• 07: Six months
  • English makes me sad. Every class makes me sad
  • Three hour skype call, things are better than okay
  • Caught crying; "I didn't expect this from you, I'll admit"
• 08: Heavy
  • Everything hurts
  • Can I look good for once?
  • I feel sad and no one is supportive
• 09: Ikea
  • Got hit by a car; I somehow decided to wear my seatbelt this once so nothing bad happened
  • Mamma Mia! And nostalgia
  • I need to distance myself from everyone
• 10: Family Day
  • Richmond and sushi
  • Everything still feels wrong
  • Do I want to die?
• 11: Fake it til ya make it
  • Faking my happiness in Religion is hard, but doable
  • I hope you're okay and I wish I could just take the pain away.
  • Worst rehearsal to date. We're a mess
• 12: Last day to a two day week.
  • "Things are looking up" "I'm glad" "I am, too"
  • Skipped English block to make my sister happy. I got a flower and cake and a hug from my sister. It felt amazing
  • Saurabh is nice
• 13: Out with Erika and Karen; Main street cafes and art galleries
  • Doctor's; "you scored higher, that's concerning"
  • I'm doing my best and obviously that's not enough
  • There goes almost three months
• 14: Valentine's Day // Happy 25th, Lucia. I miss you
  • I just want today to go well
  • Except I ruined everything.
  • I'm sorry.