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name: bert (last name unsure)

gender: male, he/him pronouns

orientation: gay

canon: i relate most to classic sesame street, but pull from pretty much all sources

memories:

  • i grew up in a pretty small town that i think was in rhode island(?) before moving to new york for college
  • my dad wasn’t super present in my life most of the time, and my mom stayed at home with my brother and i
  • i struggled a lot with internalized homophobia growing up (i think my dad didn’t approve of it)
  • i did date some guys (and one girl and then going “nope.”) before ernie, but i was always really nervous and uncertain about it
  • ernie and i met in college. i’m pretty sure we had an architecture class together, and shared a dorm in the second year
  • i was crushing pretty much as soon as i saw him, and we eventually ended up dating a little into our second year there i think?
  • ernie grew up in a really homophobic household and told me he got kicked out for it so he was hesitant to date
  • plus im pretty sure he had only “dated” girls before?
  • i’m pretty sure we both only did two years and then moved out together
  • the rest will probably be in additional notes

looking for: ernie, anyone who remembers me

found: none

additional notes:

  • I Would Die For Ernie
  • he had adhd and i think mild autisim and i might have had some type of ocd and anxiety
  • we had another room that ernie used as kind of an office? it was more like a space for his drums and Various Hobbies
  • we had separate beds because Mattresses Are Expensive And They Were Already There So Why Get A New One but also because i wasn’t really a fan of sleeping with other people
  • despite that, ernie would still wiggle his way into my bed and sleep with me on occasion
  • ernie was the kind of person to try and do Every Hobby and he pulled it off pretty well tbh
  • he was Skilled
  • my mom really wanted me to propose but i don’t think either of us ever did cause it just wasn’t our style
  • my brother was the one who ended up getting married and holy shit i loved his kid
  • i loved being an uncle it was so wholesome
  • theres more i just can’t think of everything right now
jan 30 2019 ∞
feb 9 2019 +