4 o'clock

the universe has moved for us without missing a single thing, because our happiness has been planned. cause you love me, and i love you.

you’re just like a butterfly, you're so beautiful that i’m scared you’ll disappear, im so afraid to lose you, i can’t think about myself without you anymore, and that’s okay you know? you make me a better person.

tae, my baby boy, with that big smile, you changed completely my life, just by being the most incredible and genuine person in the world. you are just like a painting to me, so beautiful, so artistic, that i could look at you and admire you for years and even decades. i could paint a hundred pictures of you but that still wouldn’t express how beautiful you are. you look like a prince, you are a prince. the pictures you take are just as artistic as you are. my little angel, i could give you the whole world if you asked me, because you brought heaven to me. i love you in every way you can imagine, i love your voice, and how deep it can follow through the night, through my soul. you calm my whole world down, you are the calmness in the middle of all caos. you make me feel at peace. you know when a person just makes everyone love them just by existing? that’s you. you give positive energy to everyone. i’m proud of all the things you achieved during the years and i hope you can achieve everything you want to achieve, i hope you can conquer the world to yourself. i love you. and i love you smile, you hair, your little mole at the tip of your nose, your one-eye double eyelid, your lips, and i could say all the things i love about you, but what i love the most is your sweet and loving personality. i love your playful, happy and complex personality. i love how smart you are. i love how much you love your parents and your siblings. i love how much you've grown. i love how talented and gifted you are. i love you like the size of the universe. and no one can ever doubt that. i wish i could say that to you. but i’m sure you feel it, even if i’m from the other side of the world. i know we are connected in some way. and even when you’re asleep, i’m still here loving you, even at 4 o'clock in the morning, i'm still thinking about you and wondering how you've been doing. and i will always be. you will never stop being loved, not even for a second. i feel everything for you in every part of my heart. this love makes everything make sense and worth it. my heart beats only for you. you're like water to me, i need you. i wish i could be there to wish you a happy birthday, to hug you and give you a lot of little kisses, but still, happy birthday my angel. i hope you are having a wonderful day, and i hope you become a better and happier person. you deserve the world. i love you forever and ever.