‣ MEMORIES :

  • started the year with a not-very-good-mood
  • met such a beautiful soul called kristen on here; she helped me the whole year, supporting me during my hardest times and being by my side even though she lives in the usa - which is like on the other side of the world
  • lost my uncle in april.. I'm still crying over it
  • met sara for the first time in milan and spent a whole day with her + tried my first bubble tea ever
  • went through a tough period from april till the beginning of june - I think it may have been some kind of depression - during which I've completely changed and I suddendly grew up
    • as a consequence of this and of kris' departure I'm not following kpop as I used to do anymore and sometimes it really hurts
  • I had a super-crush on got7 anyway, which somehow helped me with my exo-problem
    • got7 more like mark tuan
  • went to veniceeee and spent two whole days there with my precious kay, taking photos and being super-dumb
    • our friendship is still going on and I couldn't be any happier ♡
  • tokio hotel came back after 5 years with a new album in october /please place here a little me crying
  • worked in a tourist office for 2 months
    • but lost it because of some problems
  • met a super-handsome boy and got a crush on him
    • to find out he was actually engaged and he just wanted me to be his lover - at least I found the courage to go out with a boy, after, well, 19 years old
  • went to see nu'est (baekho stayed in korea because his health wasn't that good) in november and finally met them and mingi, but said nothing at all because it was so unreal I didn't realize I was actually in front of them
  • went to see one ok rock in december with sarah and spent one of the most perfect days in my whole life
    • met there sgaby and giulia for the first time
  • started helping a guy with his english in order to get some money

‣ PERSONAL ACHIEVEMENTS :

  • I succeeded in graduating in june, with 95/100, which made me very proud of myself, especially after all those hardships and that painful feeling of giving everything up
  • met an asian boy in milan and spoke in english for the whole time; he had originally planned to stay here only one day, but then decided to stay a few days more because of me (which makes me melt everytime I think of it)
    • he completely made me change the way I used to see life and still now thinking about the days spent together makes me feel stronger
  • failed the driving licence written test in october, because I was too anxious
    • but finally got my provisional license in december
  • I've become more confident about me and I like myself a little more
  • I'm trying to be myself as much as possible with the people around me, though everyone still thinks I'm weird (the most of them in a good way)
  • I'm spending more time with my friends here now and I'm trying to keep in touch with the online ones the most I can
dec 26 2014 ∞
jan 13 2015 +