I couldn’t help it so I threw it all out

I erased all of my emotions

but I couldn’t erase you (let me free)

because my heart was too sad (let me breathe) –

I just need to live like this, I just need to breathe

I just need to be alive, why can’t I?

I said it’s okay (let me free)

This is better for me (let me breathe) oh

I was afraid that I’d get cut

by your sharp, knife-like words –

I just need to breathe and eat

to endure through this –

I was a coward, I wanted to endure through

I’m holding my heart in my hand

I chose a life that is for me

I don’t want to let go of myself I don’t want to ruin myself anymore; memories that aren’t ending even when it’s over I have no confidence to win over it

Love, in the end is a lie to just one person; now look at me forgetting you with your eyes wide open don’t ever forget me – don’t ever erase me

My heart was limping and this is the end of the road

After making that decision and taking a breath

I let out a deep sigh

I rip her up from inside my heart

As I let out a silent scream

I’m erasing the after images that are floating around

Burning up the remaining memories up to the sky, burn

I saw you again, I cried;

Something went terribly wrong – my heart is still remembering

Everything was the same (let me breathe)

There’s nowhere to run from you

If I hold onto you, it hurts

But if I let you go, it hurts even more

This place is deeper than a dream inside a dream

I have no confidence to escape from it

Saying that I’ll forget you

Is all a lie that remains in me

Your face spreads throughout my heart again

It hurts even more than before

I think I miss you even more

I think it’s even more dangerous.

nov 23 2014 ∞
feb 16 2015 +