• discovering new songs that really fit in
• Eurasian/Hapa babies
• essential oils
• aromatic candles
• milk tea
• beat smooth r&b instrumental
• HIHO KIDS
• Daniel Caesar, ftw
• anything in magenta
• sweet tea
• fitted jeans
• earth tone outfit

• LANY
• Daniel Caesar
• Sabrina Claudio
• Amy Winehouse
• the 1975
• The Temper Trap
• Radiohead
• The Walters
• Parachute
• Summer Salt
• The Smiths
• The Clash
• The Kinks
• NIKI
• joji
• boy pablo
• Conan Grays

• First word:
• First pet: Cat
• First job: English Teacher
• First time drunk: never?
• First foreign country visited: India
• First real concert: Justin Bieber, 9th grade
• First celeb crush: Martin Alejandro Ricca Peirone as Pedro in AmigosxSiempre
• First "real" kiss: Age 17
• First best friend: That kid I met near my childhood house but I don't know her name. She is petite, has long hair, and fair skin. Then Wulan during kindergarten.
• First doll: it starts with B.
• First sport played: Volley.
• First magazine subscribed to: "Bobo" when I could not read at all and "Girl's" magazine. 4th grade.
• First horror movie seen: Nagine (is that horror? it has something to do with human...

• Timothée Chalamet
• Zac Efron
• Chris Evans
• Francisco Lachowski
• Cole Sprouse
• Froy

• way too chatty person
• silence in the middle of the night
• people who are rude to animals
• huge carnivores eating their meal (e.g: lion eats deer)
• bootlicker student asking inane questions
• vulgar talk by the adults

• How I Met Your Mother
• FRIENDS
• Dexter
• Stranger Things
• The End of The F****ing World
• Bates Motel
• GIRLS
• Family Guy
• South Park
• How to Get Away with Murder
• Money Heist

• The Intern
• Blue Valentine
• Wedding Dress
• Can't Buy Me Love
• The Notebook
• The Invisible Guest
• Silence of The Lamb
• Call Be by Your Name
• The Big Sick
• Love, Rosie
• Psycho
• Freaky Friday
• Mean Girls
• Fight Club
• Her
• Guardians of the Galaxy
• Before Midnight
• Split
• A Walk to Remember

• Become professional bakery chef and own my own bakery that sells mouth-watering desserts. (simply because I love the smell of it)
• Become a psychologist, my mental illness has been dragging my feet all along to understand other issues.
• UN Secretary General. No explanation needed,if you know me well enough you may have known that I have been working my butt off since 10th grade. I'm forever hooked to work in international organizations.
• UNICEF volunteer.
• WWF volunteer (along with Nadia, my roommates)
• Become a teacher in international school. Cause I love children who speak English. As simple as that.
• CEO of a multinational company, or anything as long as I get to wear that sexy, pitch-black business attire the whole weekd...

• fat, chunky cat
• hamster and all of its breeds
• little yellow duck
• baby goat

• "I like your taste of music"
• "You are a complete package"
• "I can get lost in your eyes"
• "You are very, very smart"
• "Your clothes are cute, I like your style" (double bingo!)
• "You look good in almost everything"
• "Here is $10000000 for you"

• Looking up unbelievably near perfect women on the internet, and secretly wishing to be like them someday
• Dipping my finger into a new, fully filled bottle of lotion (preferably scented body lotion)
• Wearing fast fashion products
• Spending my time on the internet without certain beneficial purposes
• Not listening to the lecture and day-dreaming instead
• Talking about people when they do stuff I find unbelievably strange
• Staying up late when I know I should not
• Spending money on unnecessary things, such as a cute yet XS-sized black sabrina crop-top with ruffles in which I can never wear unless I live somewhere overseas. sigh.
• Get on the phone while it is still charged

Possibly due to my recent trust issues towards some guy I barely know.

• Being lied to
• Believing in someone's complete bullshit for quite a long time
• Feeling betrayed when I know I should not be
• Being cheated on
• Giving up someone you have LOVED the most
• Demise
• Knowing my beloved one is actually hanging with some random girl whom was meant to cure his broken, fragile heart. That's what he said.
• Failure.
• Rejection
• Well, mostly not having anyone to rely on.
• Being told to fuck off and get my own life. I did have life, but you took it away,...

• my long eyelashes
• lips
• eyes (some ppl once thought i wore lens)
• skin tone
• straight and neat teeth
• hair.... idk.
• fingers

Random things I want to do and experience before I die. (In no particular order)

• Be in international event ✓
• Go abroad ✓ (funded by the government)
• Become an exchange student ✓
• Give a very insightful, awakening speech in front of people ✓
• Sneak out in the middle of the night ✓
• Have the unexpected slow dance
• Pretend to be a foreigner ✓
• Receive a bouquet of flower ✓
• Smoke ✓
• Pedicure ✓
• Manicure ✓
• Take up yoga/ at least try meditation ✓
• Solo traveling with train/bus/airplane ✓
• Get drunk in the most appropriate time & way ✓
• Go to spa

• Get TOEFL test ✓
• Get IELTS test ✓
• Get international certificate ✓
• Win a prestigious award
• Have at least beautified the supposed-to-be holy CV ✓
• Get whatever job with fine money ✓
• Awarded with a scholarship for my master abroad ✓
• Travel to the US
• Have a job abroad
• Euro Trip
• Wedding in Bali

• A complete set of make-up ✓
• A complete set of make-up tools ✓
• A pair of Charles & Keith black, sexy heels
• A nice, big, modern house of my own in my hometown
• An artsy, comfortable and movie-like apartment in downtown of New York
• Selena Gomez's tour & meet n' greet tickets
• Apple's ✓
• Money, a lot of it.

• Rushing things. I'm always in a rush, and that always results an unsatisfying outcome (and I'm always in rush anyway) (I don't know why)
• Skipping breakfast. Well, getting to class early for a mere flawless attendance is way more valuable than the aching cavity down there. (and it finally got me a serious pain that I could not sleep well for three days straight) (bad) (so so bad)
• Hating on people. I know, I know, but... people are either genius that makes me hate myself or way too stupid that I wish I could point out how unimportant their lives are. Evil, yes.
• Underestimating people and things.
• I'm on my phone too much, I'm glued to it.
• I might offend people but I didn't realize that.
• Fast talker. Ugh, I wanna slow down a lit...

• Try to let go of the stupid hatred you have towards people. They don't even think of you.
• Quit bitching around your family members, you are nothing without them.
• Let him go. If he is meant to be in your life, he will be back for you. ENTIRELY.
• In the course of 6 months, you haven't done anything productive. Work that lazy ass.
• Your brokenhearted shall finish immediately.
• You are not a party people. It's okay not to go all along.
• Execute your ideas.
• Don't fight life's surprises.
• You are not in one of those tv shows, you can't treat people nonchalantly.
• You are a smart-ass, don't let those creeps fool you.

• glue
• new books
• vanilla extract
• fresh laundry
• newly painted wall
• hospital
• gasoline
• his scent
• fresh grass
• most baby products
• beach
• home
• cinnamon
• tea

• sneaking out in the middle of the night
• love letters (yes, the old-fashioned will work on me)
• sudden cheek and forehead kisses
• getting me a bouquet of colorful flowers
• hug from behind
• play me piano
• cheesy nicknames (baby, love, doll, cutie, etc)
• having your hand around my waist
• head patting
• random calls
• waking up to a sweet voice note
• kissing the top of my head
• a long and tight hug
• all-day cuddling session
• being called "my girl"
• cheesy pick-up lines. (im that weak i kno)