Possibly due to my recent trust issues towards some guy I barely know.

• Being lied to
• Believing in someone's complete bullshit for quite a long time
• Feeling betrayed when I know I should not be
• Being cheated on
• Giving up someone you have LOVED the most
• Demise
• Knowing my beloved one is actually hanging with some random girl whom was meant to cure his broken, fragile heart. That's what he said.
• Failure.
• Rejection
• Well, mostly not having anyone to rely on.
• Being told to fuck off and get my own life. I did have life, but you took it away, didn't you realize that, bud? No? Yeah, probably because you're too busy hanging out and tongue tied with the ghost from your past. I'm done talking. Too weak to typo even much longer misery I have been handling these past few months.

Thank God you open my eyes to the possibility of having my life turned around in just the course of months, and the saddest part is when I was 100% certain that WE WILL MAKE IT IN THE END. Now I was left with my own shit to eat.