• learn how to fly a plane + get a private pilot's license
  • learn how to play the guitar! and piano!
  • make your own damn music!
  • work in a funeral home. become a death doula.
  • publish an essay collection
  • certified EMT?
  • start a feminist book subscription box
  • give a TED talk
  • adopt multiple beautiful delightful doggos
  • own a hedgehog
  • solo hike the PCT, maybe? a bit of it.
  • actually become a good artist and illustrator
  • be interviewed on NPR
  • get certified as a yoga instructor
  • write for Pitchfork
  • learn French. learn all the romance languages eventually.
aug 6 2018 ∞
aug 6 2018 +
  • the shining
  • monster
  • it follows
  • rosemary's baby
  • sinister
  • jennifer's body
  • goodnight mommy
  • the ring
  • dark water
  • antichrist
  • near dark
  • triangle
  • carrie
  • the babadook
  • black christmas
  • images
  • we are what we are
  • the blair witch project
  • deliver us from evil
jul 13 2018 ∞
jul 13 2018 +
  • take a Virginia Woolf-inspired walk along the river ouse while staying at little inns/hotels for a week or so
  • housesiting for a cute house
apr 1 2018 ∞
apr 1 2018 +
  • Assassination Nation
  • The Beguiled
  • I Spit on Your Grave
  • Ms. 45
  • Audition
  • The Witch
  • Mona Lisa Smile
  • Obvious Child
  • Death Proof
  • The Hours
  • Mustang
  • The Student Nurses
  • Thelma
  • Young Adult
  • I, Tonya
  • Mistress America
  • Frances Ha
  • Ginger Snaps
  • Hard Candy
  • Vera Drake
mar 25 2018 ∞
mar 25 2018 +
  • "your brain is a cultural artifact" ; emotions are a product of our collective imagination
  • opera = expresses the "emotional turbulence of man"
mar 22 2018 ∞
mar 22 2018 +
  • all this panic
  • goodbye first love
  • mustang
  • now and then
  • super dark times
  • raw
  • the diary of a teenage girl
  • the student
  • 20th century women
  • electrick children
  • fish tank
  • blood pulls a gun (short)
  • girlhood
  • mistress america
  • turn me on, dammit!
  • somersault
  • real women have curves
  • as i open my eyes
  • lick the star
  • somewhere
  • a girl's own story
feb 26 2018 ∞
feb 26 2018 +
  • bright star
  • weekend
  • in the mood for love
  • hiroshima, mon amour
  • the girl on the bridge
  • before sunrise
  • jason's lyric
  • the age of innocence
  • thelma and louise
  • moonstruck
  • my beautiful laundrette
  • a room with a view
  • an officer and a gentleman
  • reds
  • rocky
  • the story of adele h
  • chloé in the afternoon
  • love story
  • bonnie and clyde
feb 21 2018 ∞
feb 26 2018 +
  • trees and undergrowth, van gogh
  • black square, malevich
jan 10 2018 ∞
jan 10 2018 +
  • a moveable feast
  • the chronology of water
  • her body and other parties
  • call me by your name
  • sunshine state
  • the wrong way to save your life
jan 3 2018 ∞
jan 30 2018 +
  • clean by taylor swift
  • last words of a shooting star by mitski
  • childhood's end by magical cloudz
  • survivors guilt by elvis depressedly
  • death defying acts by angus and julia stone
  • candles by daughter
  • she lays down by the 1975
  • where is my mind by the pixies
dec 10 2017 ∞
dec 10 2017 +
  • thirteen ways of looking at a blackbird- wallace stevens
  • bluebird - charles bukowski
  • as i walked out one evening - w.h. auden
nov 19 2017 ∞
nov 19 2017 +
  • LA Central Library
  • the getty
  • balconi coffee
  • beverly hills public library
oct 11 2017 ∞
nov 23 2017 +
  • salvation mountain
  • the salton sea
  • hollywood forever cemetery
  • hollywood roosevelt hotel
  • griffith observatory
  • california redwoods
  • museum of jurassic technology
  • the angeles crest highway
  • venice canals
  • linda vista hospital
  • abandoned zoo in griffith park
  • museum of death
  • ballona creek
  • bradbury building
  • union station
  • travel town museum
  • los angeles central library
  • mural mile
  • los angeles public library
  • clifton's
sep 24 2017 ∞
nov 22 2017 +
  • sex object
  • the unbearable lightness of being
  • the argonauts
  • the female of the species
  • hunger: a memoir of (my) body
  • invisible man (reading)
  • just mercy (reading)
  • miss jane
  • the blind assassin
  • a room of one's own
  • what is not yours is not yours
  • you don't have to like me
  • the strange case of dr. jekyll and mr. hyde
  • on the jellicoe road
aug 25 2017 ∞
aug 25 2017 +
  • read at least six more books, including summer reading
  • finish the first project femme zine
  • apply for the various writing/lit mag internships/fellowships
  • complete the women's global health course online
  • writopia internship
  • go on photography adventure by yourself; take the metro somewhere and take photos; photo walks
  • participate in BTD discussions
  • write a badass channel kindness piece on Hollaback!
  • plan out MUN schedule for the year
  • plan out active minds schedule for the year
  • plan out sexual assault awareness coalition
  • record and publish at least one cover
aug 1 2017 ∞
aug 1 2017 +
  • all the president's men (watched)
  • wag the dog (watched)
  • the ides of march
  • the candidate
  • lincoln (watched)
  • the queen
  • the manchurian candidate
  • charlie wilson's war
  • miss sloane
  • a face in the crowd
  • milk
  • the contender
  • nixon
  • the best man
  • all the king's men
  • mr.smith goes to washington
  • primary colors
  • game change
jun 30 2017 ∞
jul 5 2017 +
  • volunteer at the lgbt center
  • volunteer at feminist majority (contact them): volunteerla@feminist.org
  • volunteer at planned parenthood/wfc
  • 3 internships! kick ass!!
  • host your march successfully!
  • create and publish the first PF zine!
  • practice spanish every day
  • practice arabic every day
jun 9 2017 ∞
jul 5 2017 +
  • rebecca
  • lolita
  • slouching towards bethelhem
  • the chronology of water
  • beloved
  • the argonauts
  • play it as it lays
  • the secret history
  • giovanni's room
  • the handmaid's tale
  • station eleven
  • the bell jar
  • girl, interrupted
  • the picture of dorian gray
  • the bloody chamber
  • everything that rises must converge
  • rubyfruit jungle
  • little fires everywhere
  • beloved
  • the bluest eye
  • atonement
jun 6 2017 ∞
mar 31 2018 +
  • paris, texas
  • call me by your name
  • lady bird
  • raw
  • beginners
  • perfect blue
  • all this panic
  • moonlight
  • molly maxwell
  • trainspotting
  • blue velvet
  • hysteria
  • prozac nation
  • marnie
  • electrick children
  • the hunt
  • daydream nation
  • american beauty
  • forbidden games
  • two women
jun 6 2017 ∞
oct 29 2017 +
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  • learn arabic
  • live in cornwall
  • write a novel
  • read all of virginia woolf's work
  • visit iran
  • go to law school and study constitutional law
  • work in/open a bookstore/zine shop
jul 4 2016 ∞
jun 6 2017 +
  • the thriller
  • green room
  • the belko experiment
  • under the skin
  • jacob's ladder
  • queen of earth
  • we need to talk about kevin
  • phoenix
  • mulholland drive
  • excision
  • the killing of a sacred deer
  • funny games
  • the vanishing
  • the autopsy of jane doe
  • honeymoon
  • the transfiguration
jul 13 2018 ∞
jul 13 2018 +
  • trains
  • garden sheds
  • church graveyards on sunny days
  • empty churches in the south on summer days
  • airplanes in the window seat while the sun goes down or comes up
  • underneath willow trees in quiet lonely parks or gardens
jun 5 2018 ∞
jun 5 2018 +
  • finish history and english essays
  • go to the Hollywood Forever Cemetery
mar 26 2018 ∞
mar 26 2018 +
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mar 22 2018 ∞
mar 22 2018 +
  • daisies (1966)
  • a summer's tale (1996)
  • love in the afternoon
  • four adventures of reinette and mirabelle
  • day for night
  • a tale of springtime
  • the green ray
  • claire's knee
  • boyfriends and girlfriends
  • the party
  • the unbelievable truth
feb 26 2018 ∞
feb 26 2018 +
  • "san clemente syndrome"
  • a room of one's own: the need for specific spaces for women/marginalized communites; how does one use the master's tools to build something new?
feb 21 2018 ∞
mar 25 2018 +
  • drinking espresso and eating a warm baguette by the seine
  • languid, sunlit 16th-century Italian villa; sketching and writing in my journal in some sun-glossed, lush, unkempt garden with skin browning
  • late-night train rides, alone, beret on my head, turtleneck raggedy and warm, watching the dark turn darker and hearing the quiet around me, sinking, sinking.
jan 21 2018 ∞
jan 22 2018 +
  • internship; political, probably; potential internship in London as well
  • volunteering at St. John's hospital
  • running HEROINES zine and monetizing it, along with its podcast
  • tutor high school students; essay-writing, US history, English, Spanish
  • make the most of your remaining time with los angeles
  • practice film photography
  • practice piano
jan 7 2018 ∞
jan 7 2018 +
  • Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
  • Selected Writings of Gertrude Stein
  • The Vanishing Princess
  • The Heart is a Lonely Hunter
  • The Perfect Nanny
  • Maximum Sunlight
  • Purple Hibiscus
  • The Virgins
  • Marlena
  • Everything I Never Told You
  • How to Be Both
  • Girls on Fire
jan 3 2018 ∞
jan 7 2018 +
  • mitski
  • amandla stenberg
  • jenny zhang
  • zadie smith
  • frankie cosmos
  • lorde
  • stevie nicks
  • winona ryder
  • hillary clinton
  • greta gerwig
  • tavi gevinson
  • maxine waters
  • ruth bader ginsburg
  • zendaya
  • yara shahidi
  • courtney barnett
  • angela merkel
  • gal gadot
  • frida kahlo
  • sylvia plath
  • angela davis
jan 2 2018 ∞
jan 3 2018 +
  • the louvre: hard and fast crushes, tender kisses, walking through quiet museums, softly lit pinks and yellows. strawberry blond summer.
  • blue dawn: listless nights, open windows, alone and sleepless in the stillness of your bedroom
  • cor cordium: summer in the Italian seaside, bare-kneed days in warm ponds, damp curls, wild thyme lavender rosemary scented nights, moonlit bodies glistening bare and wanting under open windows, cobblestone kisses, tangled limbs, apricot juice lips
  • this must be the place: love songs that don't sound like "love songs;" love songs that feel like coming home for the first time
  • violets: handfuls of wild violets, clasped and pressed in between crinkly cream pages of an old book, sleepy-eyed, lethargi...
dec 31 2017 ∞
jan 10 2018 +
  • lives of all US presidents
  • how birth control interacts with the economy
  • the revolutionary war! thomas PAINE
  • DEATH. Death rituals around the world, our societal denial and fear of death, how to reform the death industry. intern at a crematory?!
  • the expansion of the universe. the great attractor.
  • art history, particularly female art history and latin american art
  • the art of the essay
  • sappho; classic queer poets and lit
  • ancient greek: language and mythology
  • french literature
dec 10 2017 ∞
jan 1 2018 +
  • house of the devil
  • the awakening
  • monster
  • cabin in the woods
  • sleepaway camp
  • you're next
  • season of the witch
  • housebound
  • excision
  • american mary
  • i spit on your grave
  • proxy
  • teeth
  • the conjuring
  • let the right one in
  • silent hill
  • the others
  • rosemary's baby
  • the stepford wives
  • happy birthday to me
  • the ring
oct 29 2017 ∞
oct 29 2017 +
  • salton sea
  • salvation mountain
  • sierras/redwoods
  • the wave organ
  • the Winchester mystery house
  • the echo park time travel mart
  • albion castle
  • sunken city
  • santa cruz mystery spot
  • mono lake
  • Teakettle Junction
  • Musso and Frank Grill
sep 24 2017 ∞
nov 22 2017 +
  • the last bookstore
  • the metro, alone
  • the natural history museum
  • grand central market
  • the greek theatre
sep 23 2017 ∞
sep 23 2017 +
  • bodies and writers; take intimate photos of parts of peoples' bodies they dislike the most and have them write about it
aug 1 2017 ∞
aug 1 2017 +
  • Washington DC
  • Philadelphia
  • Cornwall/Mousehole
  • English countryside
  • somewhere in the southern countryside/small town
  • London
  • paris or the south of france
  • San Francisco
  • Cuba
jul 19 2017 ∞
sep 3 2017 +
  • learn/become fluent in Arabic and French
  • learn the electric guitar
  • win a pulitzer
  • run an indie publishing house
  • attend a writer's residency in a house in the woods somewhere
  • attend grad school at Cambridge (like Sylvia!)
  • write a novel. a real novel. or a collection of essays.
  • have a garden. full of living things; grow things, cook, create in this garden.
  • live in a pale cottage by the seaside in England
  • run for public office
  • sing in public. write a song. BE IN A BAND.
  • be on the cover of TIME
  • write for the new yorker
  • have a motorcade
  • help teenage girls. make the world a safe...
jul 10 2017 ∞
jan 4 2018 +
  • melodrama by lorde
  • rumours by fleetwood mac
  • coming home by leon bridges
  • blonde by frank ocean
  • channel orange by frank ocean
jul 5 2017 ∞
jul 5 2017 +
  • how to read literature like a professor
  • an owner's manual of the brain
  • there are more beautiful things than beyonce
  • sula
  • the hate u give
jun 18 2017 ∞
aug 21 2017 +
  • elizabeth bennet
  • nancy drew
  • catherine earnshaw
  • ophelia
  • olivia pope
  • claire underwood
  • hermione granger
  • offred/june
  • veronica sawyer
  • clarice starling
  • esther greenwood
  • lydia deetz
  • jessica jones
  • hermione granger
  • luna lovegood
  • leia organa
  • andie walsh
  • muriel heslop
  • cher horowitz
  • elle woods
  • every heroine in every studio ghibli film...
jun 9 2017 ∞
jan 7 2018 +
  • a room of one's own
  • jellicoe road
  • the handmaid's tale (reading)
  • white teeth
  • on beauty
  • we have always lived in the castle
  • jane eyre
  • white oleander
  • just mercy
  • little children
  • middlesex
  • sister outsider
  • the v girl
  • the female of the species
jun 6 2017 ∞
jun 6 2017 +
  • get out
  • vertigo
  • martha marcy may marlene
  • the silence of the lambs
  • the corpse bride
  • your name
  • call me by your name
  • her
  • eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
  • rushmore
  • amelie
  • the purple rose of cairo
  • annie hall
  • girl, interrupted
  • the way he looks
  • an education
  • god help the girl
  • persepolis
  • the edge of seventeen
  • pulp fiction
  • the virgin suicides
jul 4 2016 ∞
jan 3 2018 +
  • jenny zhang
  • azar nafisi
  • carmen maria machado
  • jessica friedmann
  • durga chew-bose
  • stephanie danler
  • roxane gay
  • melissa broder
  • helen oyeyemi
  • jessica friedmann
  • rachel kushner
  • leslie jamison
  • emma cline
  • jessica valenti
jul 17 2018 ∞
aug 10 2018 +
  • anarchitecture
  • monet's water lilies; how the view is larger than the person; the art is overwhelming until you forget that you are in a museum at all.
  • santa ana winds mythology; the la river
  • harry styles helping me forget death
  • the blue spaces; Lisa Brice's exhibit and queerness
  • how female self-indulgence is "dramatic" but male is canon
jul 7 2018 ∞
aug 16 2018 +
  • Visit Lewes via train (from King's Cross) for the weekend and go to Monk's House, River Ouse
  • Visit Sylvia Plath's spots in Cambridge
  • Go to the Cereal Killer Cafe
  • Go to the British Library, Bethnal Green Library, Wellcome Library, National Art Library,
  • maybe go on Tinder... in London
  • Bookstores to visit: Lutyens & Rubinstein, Daunt Books, PERSEPHONE BOOKS**,
  • Galleries and such: Gal Space, Tate Modern,
  • Weird places to visit: Highgate Cemetery, Leadenhall Market, Keats House,
mar 26 2018 ∞
mar 27 2018 +
  • a girl walks home alone at night
  • true grit
  • house of cards
  • gone girl
mar 25 2018 ∞
mar 25 2018 +
  • playing truth-or-dare as a queer girl
mar 5 2018 ∞
mar 5 2018 +
  • princess cyd
  • girls lost
  • seventeen
  • handsome devil
  • all over me
  • beautiful thing
  • edge of seventeen
  • boys (2014)
  • geography club
  • my summer of love
  • heavenly creatures
  • the incredibly true adventures of two girls in love
  • pariah
  • blackbird
  • the wise kids
  • thelma
  • god's own country
  • the summer of sangaile
  • jonathan
  • a fantastic woman
feb 26 2018 ∞
feb 26 2018 +
  • "The poet who embarks on the creation of the poem (as I know by experience), begins with the aimless sensation of a hunter about to embark on a night hunt through the remotest of forests. Unaccountable dread stirs in his heart." -Lorca
feb 3 2018 ∞
feb 3 2018 +
  • emily dickinson
  • sylvia plath
  • walt whitman
  • w.h. auden
  • e.e. cummings
  • charles bukowski
  • anne sexton
  • ezra pound
  • dylan thomas
  • sappho
  • w.b. yeats
jan 8 2018 ∞
jan 8 2018 +
  • your best american girl (like the song)
  • you flower/you feast (like harry's song)
  • In a Burning Bedroom
  • Things That Start With Cuts
jan 3 2018 ∞
jan 3 2018 +
  • the overton window
  • dark matter AND dark energy (forcing acceleration of expansion)
jan 3 2018 ∞
jan 6 2018 +
  • john keats
  • james baldwin
  • timothee chalamet
  • armie hammer
  • barack obama
  • david bowie
  • justin trudeau
  • harry styles
  • noah shaw
  • gregory peck
  • young, meat is murder -era morrissey (he's politically iffy now)
  • w.h. auden
  • sufjan stevens
  • ezra pound
  • albert camus
jan 1 2018 ∞
jan 4 2018 +
  • Spend one semester living in Spain - preferably Seville or another coastal village - with a host family, studying arts-centric and art-history-centric subjects at a local university in Spanish, becoming fluent in Spanish. Spend the second semester studying in London, living in a flat/student residency.
  • spend the second semester studying in Florence, living alone/with a roommate
  • city ideas: Seville, Mallorca, Paris, Florence, London, Berlin, Havana
  • rent a flat in provence. take art/art history and French courses, write, live.
  • live in Lewes, where Virginia Woolf lived in the last years of her life. take a literary tour of europe alone.
dec 23 2017 ∞
jan 17 2018 +
  • the handmaid's tale
  • house of cards
  • twin peaks
  • stranger things
  • freaks and geeks
  • parks and rec
  • bob's burgers
nov 14 2017 ∞
nov 14 2017 +
  • algae
  • youth civic engagement
  • teenage girls being capable of saving the world
  • harry styles fangirls= the future
  • hamilton
  • feminism
  • witchcraft as a form of feminism
  • the american revolution
  • voting rights
  • walt whitman
  • YA novels
sep 25 2017 ∞
sep 25 2017 +
  • clotted cream, milky earl grey with heaps of sugar, scones buttery and flaky and warm
  • Bougainvillea
sep 23 2017 ∞
jan 6 2018 +
  • photograph by arcade fire
  • windowsill by arcade fire
  • say yes by elliott smith
  • the whirling ways of stars that pass
  • the last words of a shooting star by mitski
aug 21 2017 ∞
nov 27 2017 +
  • habana, cuba
  • Nukumori no Mori
  • sayama hills
  • Saitama Prefecture
  • Yufuin Floral Village
  • ghibli museum
  • Tomonoura
  • yakushima island
  • countryside of japan
  • crema, italy
jul 19 2017 ∞
dec 31 2017 +
  • visit the national archives and spend a moment with the constitution and dec again. contemplate its new, updated meaning and relevance.
  • visit the national treasury and think about hamilton's legacy and how complex and messy it is, how all of ours will be.
  • go to the national museum of american history.
jul 15 2017 ∞
jul 15 2017 +
  • chimamanda ngozi adichie
  • melissa broder
  • clarice lispector
  • roxane gay
  • marilyn hacker
  • adrienne rich
  • frank o'hara
  • susan sontag
  • jenny zhang
  • toni morrison
  • joan didion
  • james baldwin
  • helen oyeyemi
  • flannery o'connor
  • rebecca solnit
  • andre aciman
  • mary karr
  • ali smith
  • meghan daum
  • annie dillard
jul 5 2017 ∞
aug 8 2018 +
  • "I care for myself the way I used to care about you." -lorde, hard feelings/loveless
  • "you can't forgive what you can't forget" -windowsill, arcade fire
  • "I care so much I'm sick." -Fahrenheit 451
  • `But now I'm not sure who I am. I use this word “I” and I don't know what it means. I don't know where it begins and ends. I don't even know what it's made of.' -The End of Mr. Y
  • "Fear is to recognize ourselves."
jun 25 2017 ∞
feb 3 2018 +
  • abigail adams
  • nina simone
  • margaret atwood
  • alexander hamilton
  • thomas paine
  • joseph ellis
  • sylvia plath
  • barack obama
  • aretha franklin
  • frida kahlo
  • shirley chisolm
  • angela davis
  • bell hooks
  • margaret sanger
  • tavi gevinson
  • ezra koenig
jun 9 2017 ∞
jul 5 2017 +
  • i spill my bright incalculable soul - e. e. cummings
  • los angeles is nineteen suburbs in search of a city- aldous huxley, h.l. menken, etc.
jun 6 2017 ∞
nov 19 2017 +
  • frida kahlo
  • barbara kruger
  • magritte
  • dali
  • chuck close
  • lilias trotter
  • candice raquel lee
  • monet
  • Sir John Everett Millais
  • o'keeffe
  • olivier de sagazan
aug 6 2016 ∞
jun 6 2017 +