- the blood brothers, crimes, 2004
- my kidney is on fire.
- i have to wake up soon.
- i'm hungry, but my kidney is making me nervous.
- but not nervous enough to go to the doctor.
- i've had some serious bad luck this week
- are fat lips in season???
- i don't know what keeps me going...
- it's been a long time since i've tried to take my life
- it's weird watching yourself become invisible to the only person you want to see you.
- i hate my roommate.
- i'm pissed i can't do anything for halloween.
- i guess this is it.
oct 29 2009 ∞
oct 29 2009 +
- Today is like setting success into pause and scratching it up.
- My laundry is clean and warm.
- I'm addicted to Mixed Berry Green Tea with honey.
- Or maybe i'm addicted to my bones coming up through my skin...
- Rereading The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
- I'm getting the christmas "fuzzies".
- It's ALMOST enough to get me to miss minnesota...almost.
- But really, i just miss you.
- It's 47 degrees.
- Last night, i worried myself into a panic attack.
- I don't like the new conor oberst album. it's awful.
- mosters of folk is mediocre.
- weird things keep happening to me.
- angel found me again.
- 12:51 is my favorite time.
oct 14 2009 ∞
oct 14 2009 +
- listen to julian plenti
- write the novel that screaming at you
- destroy everything that is him
- forget, forget, forget
- flirt, flirt, flirt
- chadd & chase.
- seek professional help and cooperate.
- take the monster pills
- be a normal girl
- be a fly on the wall
- hold your breath till it's over.
oct 9 2009 ∞
oct 9 2009 +
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- 12:23 am
- don't cut yourself, retard.
- even when i melt my heart a little, i miss the easy/love of ice.
- he doesn't remind me of anyone but me.
- & sometimes it kills me to be on this side of the glass.
- it's best that he doesn't know why i got in that car.
- [death is addicting. sorry, kids.]
- i miss sam.
- 2010 & all i want is a little bit of inspiration.
- let myself be happy?
- finish my short story idea.
- i need to remember to assign myself more projects.
- the future is stepping on my fingers.
jan 5 2010 ∞
jan 5 2010 +
- the xx
- dark living room.
- plaid flannel (green), zipper leggings, moccasins.
- wet black hair
- "sometimes, i still need you."
- Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs is amazing.
- i can't stop shaking.
- New make up, Gypsy palette, white eyeliner, & hairspray shampoo.
- i want to go camping up state.
- i miss my dad.
- i'm quitting my job.
- i kind of want to move to Australia.
- i should suspend all life choices till i'm sober, but that's not happening.
oct 17 2009 ∞
oct 17 2009 +
- not being able to sleep after i've taken sleeping pills
- not being able to tell my family anything & then i get stressed out.
- when my boyfriend asks me questions that he knows i don't know.
- root beer floats
- most of my minnesota "friends"
- broken hearts
- april and now December.
- my dead end, brain dead job.
- people who are worried about being "pc"
- saunas
- ice cream truck music
- nothing surprises me anymore.
- sports bars
- cargo shorts and the boys that wear them
- baseball. it's boring.
- b12 vitamins
- not having the guts
- disappointment
oct 9 2009 ∞
oct 9 2009 +
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- boys suck
- i say suck but i really mean they don't deserve a second of my time.
- I AM NOT SOMETHING YOU CAN THRUST YOUR DREAMS ON!
- i just want a respectable amount of distance between me and everyone i will ever know.
- panic attacks and engagement rings don't go together.
- i don't like feeling i have to have plans
- Deadlines make feel like i've got a noose around my neck, but i preform well.
- skinny bank accounts cause me stress and blinding migraines.
- there isn't one person in mn that i don't have some sort of problem with.
- hiding in new york seems easier. cheaper. healthier.
- i only attract boys that are completely u...
oct 20 2009 ∞
oct 20 2009 +
- 10:36 am
- Monday rebirth and the taking of lives.
- Florence + The Machine's Howl is perfect.
- I'm fucking starving.
- I'm not eating again.
- Christmas lists are fun/scary.
- I wonder what that was yesterday.
- I'm scared to finish the Gargoyle
- Ghosts.
- Splinter
- I'm still all bruised up.
- I'm freezing.
- I'm getting another cold.
- Green Tea is like my new god.
- I need more books so i have more friends.
- I love the smell of coffee
- In the battle of good vs evil i don't take sides.
- i'm still trying to get addicted to anyth...
oct 12 2009 ∞
oct 12 2009 +
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