I am fully aware it isn't good to wish for things like this but I kind of wished I enjoyed being a loner more ?? Although that makes no sense because I'm not a loner at all lol,, I'm just the floater friend with loads of friends both online and offline,, but that's my issue !!!!

I want to give everyone attention and then by the time I have time to myself I am too exhausted to focus on myself hnn.. I wish I knew how to be alone but I know I should appreciate what I have before I loose it all (college lol)... Although I know I'll probably have a friend group in college too & then serious work erg

~ log