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:¨·.·¨:
‌ `·. “ a 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚.. a dream of that day ..
  that season where we ran together
  that i prayed would last 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟
  the same dreams, over and over again..
  if you don't wake up, that is reality.
          the 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 is 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 ”

bookmarks:
a ~ notes (favourites & memories 2026)
絵梨 tv shows
monthly media log (october 2026)
petra spooky month.
sylph_ie films! ˗ˏˋ༻ʚ♡︎ɞ༺ˎˊ˗ (2026 (+ a tv show))
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𝒑𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 ..

where does the wind rest ? what little objects have been lost beneath floorboards and behind walls for a hundred years ? does a bee remember an especially generous patch of flowers ? which moment happening today will become inexplicably precious years from now ? what does a cat think my daily little rituals are for ? what would an ordinary day look like if i managed to notice absolutely everything ? how many family recipes have disappeared because nobody thought they needed to be written down ? does a flower experience the shadow of a cloud passing overhead ? why are there places i have never visited that make me homesick ? how many creatures have visited my garden without my ever knowing ? what is the oldest lullaby whose melody is still recognizable ? why does a forgotten scent suddenly return an entire place ? how many people throughout history have looked at the same constellation from the window beside their bed ? do cats dream of their homes as places, or mostly of the people and creatures inside them ? what was the first thing someone ever kept purely for sentimental reasons ? where do moths spend their afternoons ? how many ordinary occurrences from childhood are still somewhere inside me even though i cannot consciously recall them ? what did an ordinary quiet afternoon feel like five hundred years ago ? where does the architecture of my recurring dreams come from ? how many handwritten notes are still hidden inside old books waiting for another reader ? what does falling snow feel like to a plant experiencing it for the first time ? what is the oldest living thing i have unknowingly walked past ? how many little invented songs have been sung to babies and then disappeared forever ? how many hands might have touched an antique before it reached mine ? can an imagined place become as emotionally familiar as a real one ? what tiny ecosystems exist in places i think of as empty ? does my scent mean “home” to an animal who loves me ? which star disappears last in the morning ? how long can a seed wait before deciding that it is finally time ? what do cats suppose humans are doing when we stare into something for hours ? what happens to a memory each time we remember it ? do insects have favorite places to rest ? how long does a room retain the scent of the people who inhabited it ? what things am i using every day that will someday become inseparable from someone's memory of me ? does the moon look brighter to animals ? do animals develop private associations with particular songs and household sounds ? why do some unfamiliar houses immediately feel familiar ? can the mind invent a face it has truly never encountered before ? why do some forgotten plants flourish better than carefully tended ones ? what is the oldest dish still being prepared almost exactly as it once was ? what is the oldest raindrop i have ever touched ? which gestures of affection have remained almost unchanged for thousands of years ? where do places from dreams go when we stop dreaming about them ? how much of the forest does a tree experience beyond itself ? do old trees respond differently to familiar seasons than young ones ? how many things have shaped me that i no longer remember at all ? why do dream houses sometimes contain rooms we already know are there ? where does a bird think home begins and ends ? do we remember the actual feeling of childhood, or only our adult reconstruction of it ?

oct 3 2026 ∞
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