i dont know how i kinda like.. completely forgot abt this? might've just repressed this shit? but like, when i was a kid i had seizures obviously. but also my mom had a lot of shit wrong with her. physically, i mean, not just her depression. i remember coming home and calling out for my mom only to find her on the floor of her bedroom. i forget whether i called 911 or just my dad, or whether i even called them at all because she'd woken up already by that point. but i know that it wasn't the only time it happened- she had a pattern of passing the fuck out and i would do stuff for her like get her water so that she wouldn't get up. this was when i was in, like, fourth or fifth grade. fifth grade especially i remember having to do things like wait for my sister to get off of the bus cause mom was laying down in the bedroom inside and wasn't going to get up to get brooke off the bus. im gonna see if i can call brooke abt this cause i dont even know if she remembers

edit: called brooke, she didn't remember it. but called mom right after and she DID. she said it was low blood pressure and or whatever depression meds she had been on at the time, and that i wasn't even the only one to find her passed out- dad had too once. so like. yayy!