it's not, like. subtle. that they leave the room whenever theyre tired of dealing with me. it's not even intentional, i dont think. they probably leave cause they think i need space or something. but leaving without saying a word and leaving it off on whatever note it ended on confuses me and makes me think i'm in trouble. it feels like a punishment. and i don't know how to talk about it without seeming like i'm too sensitive or like i'm reaching too far. so many of the things that i ask for already accommodation wise are too muhc and are too stupid, i don't knowwhy the fuck i even bother. like the freezer thing. stupid stupid stupid stupid fucking stupid