i need to smash my hand against my desk as hard as i can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant just feel liemkt hsi any time anythign hapopoens that i didnt expect to happen,.l i DID ecpect this to happen anyway so WHAT THE FUCK. WHY IS EVERYTHING TOO MUCH. WHY DOES OVERSTIMUJLATION EXIOST.