executive dysfunction is a bitch! also- that vent account I had started on my insta was,, kind of a waste of time. nobody needs to know this shit, there's no reason to vent besides making people fucking feel bad. that time I told mom I hate being home because of brooke and lauren? maybe an ovverreaction, but still told the truth, and still hurt her. that shit sucks. I dont want her to have to go out of her way for me for any reason or in any capacity. shes got fucking enough on her plate and doesn't need my sorry ass complaining. it's the same as everyone else. they're having to deal with the quarantine too, the world doesn't fuckin' revolve around me.