the ache in your wrist when you feel the need to cut, the scratching of your nails against skin where that old scar was, feeling the need to create new ones, create new bruises, worsen existing ones

this isn't healthy, you know that while keeping it hidden hurts, telling them would hurt *way more* they don't deserve to deal with your fucking shit on top of their own just shut up anad play the part like you always do

you're so fucking annoying

(isn't this what you told beck to stop doing?)

thank god all of your stream-of-consciousness writing isn't like this

edit: changed a deadname, 01/05/2022