other people's negligent actions shouldn't affect my mood so bad. perhaps negligent isnt the right word.. maybe inconsiderate, regardless of whether theyre aware of it or not. a lot of the times, actually, they arent even aware of what theyre doing.. interrupting other people, being impatient, not being open to ideas/critique/criticism.. etc. it's unfortunate because the person could be really kind, or smart, of have really wonderful stories/plots and stuff, but.. it's such a turn off. not in the sex way but in the way that it makes me not want to interact or open up. at all. i was rendered mostly nonverbal for an hour or two because someone made a throwaway comment that made me so self conscious i just vwoop, yoinked far into myself and didn't come back on out. i love voice calling with the REDACTED crew but all it takes is one little shitty thing from an unobservant person to make me feel like garbage for the rest of the night. why can't people learn patience. why can't people learn to be kinder, and more open to ideas. i know it's a lot of idealism, people arent perfect, I'M not perfect. but fuck man. please be considerate of others. shit hurts.