haven't really updated this in a long time. so much has happened, it's just kind of a whirlwind of activity.

• my dad is a scumbag and ive been living semi-without him for I think four months now
• my grades have slipped immensely and I haven't gotten them back up. i pray that I won't have to take summer school
• weiss is chill I guess
• depression/panic attacks have been way worse/more frequent. ive got to get a grip
• i need to realize the world doesn't revolve around me, and that it's nobody's responsibility for my grades but myself
• i need to learn to drive and save up money for important shit
• alex is great!!!
• marsh and I broke up a bit ago cause she found someone better
• abbs and I are way closer
• evan has been helping me through a lot
• mom is never home anymore
• katherine learned how to drive!!!
• im not sure how brooke is doing but. im less worried about her
• fiona is a hecking bean
• things need to stop happening to me at fight club lmao

thats. about it sorry for the long post haha

edit: changed deadname(s) 9/29/2021