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'Don't wake me because I'm dreaming of Angels on the moon.'
With deep words only just grasped by the tough skin at my finger tips and pulled through my lips I try to inspire myself and those around me. Forever looking for a way to say something in the opposite way to simplistic, I want creativity. Though from time to time, I lack the motivation. I'm in love with elves, pixies and imps and just th...

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  • I'm feeling:
    • Lonely and non-existent
      • Because I miss what I've become so used to, and he never looks at me.
      • and I thought we were going to be okay with this because we managed to talk and laugh for a bit.
      • and I thought we could be on the way to being friends.
      • But it is like he has this hate for me or can't stand to look/see/be near me.
    • Sad
      • Because I was almost in tears at the end of the day.
      • And the right people don't seem to notice or care.
    • Frustrated
      • Because I want to talk about it, but I don't think I should because I don't want to seem like I'm hanging onto something that is no longer there.
      • Because he still makes me so angry, upset, unwanted and I know I want him, but I don't think I should.
  • What happened today?
    • It was nice an hot so we all sat out in the sun.
    • I had a double art lesson.
    • I haven't eaten much.
    • Went for a really long walk in the sun with my dog.
  • What made me happy?
    • That I'm getting a nice tan on my legs.
    • I got paid.
    • Not too much really.
  • What I wish for
    • That we could talk, about anything, I miss you.
    • To meet new people.
    • To have a fling with a gorgeous boy, preferable around the age of 18.
oct 19 2011 ∞
feb 7 2012 +