• leek and mushroom risotto
• sweet potato stew
• chickpea curry
• quesadillas
• falafel (from scratch)
• sweet cabbage and tofu stir fry
• shakshuka
• lentil burgers
• enchilada bake
• nasi goreng
• carrot and coriander soup
• vegetarian spaghetti bolognese

• read magazines
• read not for school books
• see people
• cook new food
• dance
• sunbathe
• make cocktails
• sleep
• have a bath
• watch boxsets
• organise things nicely
• explore

• sally mann
• stephen gill
• simon evans
• sibylle bergemann

• tracy emin
• sam taylor woods
• irina werning
• ed ruscha
• louise bourgeouis

• the oc
• gossip girl
• silent witness
• glee
• my big fat gypsy wedding
• misfits
• old skins
• friends
• my super sweet sixteen
• charlie and lola

(I am aware my taste in tv is chavvy)

• girl, interrupted
• pretty in pink
• the science of sleep
• never let me go
• one flew over the cuckoo's nest
• samson and delilah
• beetlejuice
• the royal tenenbaums

• small spaces
• fish
• when there's rubbish on the street
• creepypasta
• the 207
• gore
• katy perry
• house at night
• doppelgangers
• baths

• pink juice
• pink lemonade
• diet coke
• barcelona hot chocolate
• vanilla coffee
• orange and mango juice
• innocent smoothies
• things with rose in
• things with raspberries in
• any smoothies without vegetables in
• water
• fizzy water
• orange squash
• root beer
• coke float
• diet orange soda
• peach juice
• soup

• freddy
• o'malley (cat)
• minnie

• toast
• lying on the radiator
• kirstie's home made home
• craft in general I'm not going to lie
• organising folders
• four in a bed
• cheese string top trumps
• planning christmas related craft
• reading on the bus
• going to bed

• kitchen: dancing
• living room: knitting
• other living room: books
• hall way: red
• cupboard under the stairs: dangerous
• stairs: peekaboo
• mia's room: secrets
• mum and dad's room: sunlight
• bathroom: silly
• joely's room: ssshhhhhh

• sunday: finish ophelia painting and print out psychology notes.. maybe have a toastie for lunch
• monday: go to barry island! try and get back for pointe or die
• tuesday: breakfast with jen and tom and then london day out
• wednesday: decorate jen's room
• thursday: art day! and gurber king

• my name is red - orhan pamuk
• finding violet park - jenny valentine
• trainspotting - irvine welsh

-For School-

• wuthering heights
• the colour purple

-

• the collected poems - sylvia plath
• harry potter

• body shop perfume (vanilla or rose)

• tintinnabulation
• diaphanous
• bed
• serendipity
• clapham
• tertiary
• home
• petrichor
• zonda/zephyr
• chatoyant
• diaphanous
• purr
• bathsheba
• be
• ethereal
• inglenook
• flotilla
• shy
• flimsy
• cornucopia
• penumbra

• I wish everyone was happy
• even the people I don't like

• giorgio de chirico
• rob ryans
• john millais
• edvard munch
• ted mcgrath
• jeurgen teller
• michelangelo
• man ray
• salvador dali
• francis picabia
• dante rosetti
• robert rauschenberg
• raoul dufy
• elle hardwick
• fernand leger
• marc chagall

• be happy
• stop getting head aches
• drink 8 glasses of water a day
• be tanned
• five a day every day 8)
• finish five books
• do some art
• learn to cook five meals
• lose five pounds
• learn to play tennis

girls

• rosie
• niamh
• emmy
• lula
• jasmine
• annie rose

boys

• ezra
• max
• asher
• eddie
• zach
• gus

• a bear
• a tree.. hopefully one that sways in the breeze
• a toddler again
• a bench
• a tiny grain of sand on a beach
• a bird. one that can fly.
• an atom
• a playing card
• a rabbit being pulled out of a hat
• a bike
• the sea
• a bee who lived in kew gardens
• a balloon who got let go of
• a star in a big family of stars (I think they are called nebula)

• fish of any kind ever
• tomatoes
• cucumber
• bananas
• anything sweet and savoury mixed together
• peanut butter
• gazpacho
• sushi
• pumpernickel
• artichokes
• baked beans
• tomato juice
• mint sauce
• soft apples
• refried beans

• tories die.
• raok goes ok
• everyone I know is happy
• I don't really know what I want

• cluedo
• cops and robbers
• scrabble
• monopoly
• kiss chase
• eye spy
• my little pony
• marble run

• rose water
• the bakery
• freshly cut grass
• petrichor
• icing sugar
• the launderettes
• vanilla
• tesco's washing powder
• burnt toast
• any flowers; hyacinth, jasmine, lavender
• berries
• dirt that floats around in heat waves
• coffee
• burnt out candles and matches
• incense

• stop motion animation, of course (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJRdjRWJs...)
• fairy tales
• silhouettes
• sneaky
• every day and not every day
• pinhole photography
• http://rob-ryan.blogspot.com/ for artist study

• make a picture every day
• speak lots of spanish and french
• swear the same amount
• be more joely
• practice the splits
• make more films
• do something
• don't lie
• listen to people
• write a book
• always always make things

• are we there yet? david levithan
• looking for alaska by john green
• anything by chuck palahniuk
• another george orwell
• sophie's world - jostein gaarder
• horseradish by lemony snicket

• write something nice about her - jenny is an ant
• maybe write something she likes - hot chocolate
• put something pretty - glitter
• say someone she loves - ben
• use some poetry - tread softly because you tread on my dreams
• include a book she likes - the virgin suicides
• tell her a joke - how many freudians does it take to screw in a lightbulb? one to hold the bulb and one to screw the FATHER! SEX! INCEST!
• make her a story like ben's for when she's old
• thank her for helping you today

• amlul's closet
• taghrid
• style rookie
• fashion toast
• cocorosa
• cheap thrills
• because I'm addicted
• childhood flames
• fashion bits and bobs
• my favourite colour is shiny
• fifi lapin

and of course

• vintage stop

• eyes are hurting from the computer screen at 2.00
• thighs burning from laptop
• toes are getting chilly from being stuck out the duvet at the end
• nothing else really. I like being awake when noone else is.

• write a letter to the weatherman
• make a movie about people starving to try and change the world
• do some coursework.. maybe
• think of an idea for my final piece for art
• buy more paracetamol
• finish my flipbook
• random acts of kindness

• a purple carpet with flowers on
• two sofas. one that is purple and one that is kind of grey
• a basket full of magazines
• a tv
• a basket of wood
• a tall lamp
• a book about my family
• a big shiny trophy
• wallpaper with trees on
• my family

• when people do not have any manners
• sogginess
• no hope
• boring things that do not aspire to be anything else.

• I do love lists
• I am not allowed out today
• My sister from Scotland has just arrived home RIGHT NOW
• I like bears
• Her hair is so long!
• I'm watching four weddings and a funeral
• Lemar was on her flight!
• I'm supposed to be editing a film
• I like kites
• I wish I could go for a walk and drink coffee late at night
• One day I can.

• wear spf every day
• do some more adventurous cooking
• keep up to date with secondary reading (boring)
• book a holiday
• try and keep up with writer's observations
• make plans for the summer
• carry on drinking lots of water
• be happy

• went to the oldest pub in england
• went in a hot tub for the first time ever woo
• basically ate nothing but cheese
• had lots of southern comfort and lemonade and felt like a baller
• went vintage shopping (minus points for having to drag my suitcase around)
• took the piss out of lav for about an hour
• died
• came back to life and watched made in chelsea
• enjoyed this as it was in chelsea's house
• slept for what felt like forever
• the cheese was so good

• out of touch - lunice
• like a prayer - madonna
• the song from ratatouille
• how to disappear - thomas azier
• sweet dreams are made of these - eurythmics
• america the beautiful - spirit or someone
• this song I always hear but never know the name of.. and can never remember how it goes..

• lola - the kinks
• king of the road - roger miller
• hey ya - outkast
• drive my car - beatles
• fun fun fun - the beach boys
• runaway - del shannon
• baby love - the supremes
• leader of the pack - the shangri la's
• california - phantom planet
• teenage dirtbag - wheatus
• cabron - rhcp
• frankie's guns - felice brothers
• say a little prayer - aretha franklin
• lust for life - girls
• kids in america - kim wilde/ the muffs
• praise you - fat boy slim
• son of a preacher man - dusty springfield
• I only want to be with you - dusty springfield
• going to the chapel - dixie chicks

• knitting
• boggle
• skateboarding
• tight rope walking (slack line walking?)
• flipping pancakes
• climbing trees
• finding interesting places to sit
• origami
• making friendship bracelets
• how not to worry
• being a cat

• marruecas
• oiga
• cobayo
• desafortunadamente
• picotear
• lomos
• estrella

• terri
• emma
• sue
• april
• shelby
• ms beiste
• holly

• a print
• a camera
• a calendar
• many a card
• a purse
• bunting
• badges

• red monkey in field under x-treme gravity
• oskar and pingu like grapes
• richard of york gave battle in vain
• some dolphins can marry lions (and thomas brunskill)
• brian eno

other ones

• leaves
• branches
• cotton
• flowers
• burlap
• coal
• plaster
• house paint
• soil
• crinkly cardboard
• shells
• glass stones
• newspaper

• decorate house
• make gingerbread house
• wrap up christmas presents
• decorate christmas jumper
• make some nice christmassy food
• make a new christmas mix tape
• not be able to sleep
• check is it christmas.com
• sing christmas songs

• ice cream
• crackers
• green apple sliced thinly
• pink juice
• heinz tomato soup and a cheese sandwich
• pomegranate
• strawberry ribena

• birds fly south for winter
• blood is really yellow
• red dye is made from beetles
• foxes mate for life
• you don't swallow spiders
• only boring people get bored
• hiccuping is the spasming of the diaphragm
• dalmatian puppies don't have spots
• the sun rises in the east
• if you leave a siamese cat in the fridge all of it turns brown

• frost
• christmas
• fairy lights in the trees
• christmas decorations in london
• wooly things
• new menu in starbucks
• ghost marshmallows
• my pocahontas slippers
• ooh my birthday
• not being at school
• crisp sky
• snow
• soup
• buying presents
• burning incense
• having a christmas tree
• carols
• pretty advent calendars
• socks
• fire

• I would build a tree house
• train a seal to balance a ball on its nose
• learn to play the accordion
• grow my hair
• press flowers
• have baths
• make my own rob ryan
• play human croquet
• write a book

• a nice big floppy dog
• a funny little sausage dog
• a grey kitten
• a fat ginger cat
• an inbetweeny cat with socks
• a tiger
• a bunny rabbit
• some bunny rabbit babies
• some guinea pigs living in a sofa
• a bear

• kind of pasta: cannelloni
• star sign: sagittarius
• ice cream flavour: chocolate pear
• hair colour: fawn
• dog breed: bedlington terrier
• instrument:
• month: october
• fruit: peach
• shop: magma
• city: san francisco
• accessory: cross earrings
• time: 3:00
• flower: carnation
• decade: 60s
• game: ssx tricky
• person: rex

• little bear
• ursa major
• cassiopeia (I spelt that right the first time!)
• the big dipper
• orion's belt
• cancer
• sagittarius

• the lost city of atlantis
• the death star
• ancient greece and all the philosophers
• a astronomical phenomena
• a big friendly bear
• a big friendly giant
• those big heads on easter island
• the rainforest
• blue houses
• machu picchu
• pluto
• madagascar
• a flamingo or two
• an elephant fly
• the inside of a waterfall
• a canyon of stars

put on your sunday clothes there's lots of world out there

• obama
• oh woman
• banana
• oh mama
• woah llama
• oh bummer
• a runner
• oh comma
• pyjama

I wanna go surfing

• people I know being upset and there's nothing I can do
• global warming
• people I don't know being upset
• exploitation
• my own selfishness
• people dying
• prejudice
• hate
• class barriers
• the inevitability of the world ending
• all the things I don't know
• ignorance
• injustice
• not being able to love everyone
• not being able to make everyone happy
• not caring enough
• other stuff, I don't know

• rocky horror picture show
• billy elliot
• donnie darko
• 101 dalmatians
• ghost world
• shawshank redemption
• mean girls
• eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
• milk
• being john malkovich
• wall.e
• pulp fiction
• amelie
• four weddings and a funeral
• las mujeres al borde de un ataque de nervosa
• 10 things I hate about you
• clueless
• la ballon rouge
• dirty dancing
• pocohontas

• Go on a search for as many good climbing trees as possible, climb as high as we both can in all of them, compile photo evidence
• Go to a major chain bookstore, and leave notes to future readers in copies of our favorite books
• I’ll dress up as a ghost and you dress up us Pacman. Walk around downtown holding hands, and whenever anyone sees us, pretend to be embarrassed, and run off screaming “WOCKA WOCKA WOCKA!”
• Create photo evidence suggesting that we went on an adventure that didn’t really happen
• Dress up as superheroes and stop at least one petty crime “ie. Jaywalking, littering….”
• Build forts out of furniture and blankets, and wage war with paper airplanes.
• Try and visit as many people as we can in...

• I wish you could just be happy
• sometimes you need to stop and look back
• I always loved you the best
• I'm sorry
• there's nothing you can do about them
• let go
• I hope everything works out for you even though I don't want it to
• you are the world

• learn how to roll amazingly
• cheer up dan
• be able to do the splits

• arizona cardinals flag
• disney pictures mia made me
• bear
• anish kapoor picture
• post it notes
• postcards from gallery
• photos from london
• ge feng picture
• polaroid
• bears that emma gave me

• fight like apes
• bob dylan
• the virgins

• constellations
• story/conversation behind the picture
• who would be which animal?
• word of the day
• things to put in the turbine hall and what you could say they mean
• anatomy of the brain/body?
• things to do
• if animals could talk
• draw your future house
• modern fairy tales - carry on
• a forest what is inside me?
• when you eat a seed
• how to win the game
• autumn leaves mood leaves
• ideal room ten things I would want to have
• draw your own make up
• where the wild things aren't
• a piece of jewellery's take on life
• random acts of kindness

• glasvegas's christmas ep
• the raveonettes - christmas ghosts
• the christmas song - the raveonettes ft jeff pianki
• sister winter - sufjan stevens
• a great big sled - the killers
• I'll be home for christmas - jake bellows and alessi's ark
• silver bells
• a river - guy garby
• carol of the bells - the bird and the bee

• jenny
• joely
• lewis
• max
• jordan
• ben H
• rex
• elliot
• Tom
• Henry
• Lloyd
• Dan
• Connor
• sam
• Archie
• luka
• Michael
• charlie
• angus
• jamie
• sophie

• dance dance dance
• I like to make paper cranes
• sometimes I make videos
• I have a blog?
• walking around in the bad weather taking photos
• doodling
• reading the newspaper while eating breakfast
• looking at fashion blogs
• cooking marshmallows over the gas ring
• writing stories
• every weekend staring at my wardrobe saying WHAT ON EARTH AM I EVER GOING TO WEAR?
• sitting there not doing very much. its nice.

there are certain weather cliches

• blue sky, white sun, of course
• drizzle all day grey skies
• snow! crisp white blue bites at you
• muggy sun like a haze like a film
• sun with a thick layer of black clouds. freak thunder and rainstorms swallow you up
• not any colour and not no colour sky with wind that nips but does not bite
• blue cloud blue cloud blue cloud
• complete carnage and non stop pouring down, haars roll in and out like DRUMS
• sweet sky with a breeze and a sweet taste in the air
• cold hail and slate skies
• not sure what to be today world hatching rainbows like grimaces.

• paris
• sao paolo
• san francisco
• new york
• petra
• barcelona
• florence
• london, of course.

• golden
• carmine
• cerulean
• grey
• paprika
• indigo
• violet
• ruby
• flesh

• a nice watch kind of 60's/70s style
• a tripod
• a brown leather handbag
• snow leopard
• an oil burner
• happiness
• urban outfitters jewellery
• where the wild things are colouring book
• glitter
• post it notes
• socks
• snow on my birthday or christmas
• jesus to say happy birthday because I always say it on his birthday

• exams are overrr!!!!!!
• I'm going shopping today!
• maple bank summer ball
• shackleton summer ball
• adventure to london
• summer holidays (except for working)
• cycle round london woooo
• sun (please)
• nice lunch
• life!
• london!
• this moment in may!
• sorry got a bit carried away there
• oh yeah and refresherrrssss woo

• hart of dixie
• new girl
• carrie diaries

• handmaid's tale - margaret atwood
• herland - charlotte perkins gilmore
• oranges are not the only fruit - jeanette winterson
• braided lives - marge piercy

• a soft toy frog
• a compass
• a donut
• the eiffel tower
• an owl
• a shoe
• a black velvet ribbon
• a tiny note book

• berlin
• prague
• costa del sol
• cali
• cumbria woooo

• hogwarts
• the casson family
• fairies
• teleporting
• pegasuses
• dinosaurs (only some of them)
• scribble boy

• my shoes
• skittles lip balm
• a lemon ice cream (but not the cone)
• thirty pounds
• my david and goliath tee shirt
• two rings
• a bow with love hearts on
• a helium balloon
• my pink ink pen with bears on

• garnet
• blue gold
• chinese turquoise
• rose quartz
• amethyst
• fools gold
• lapiz

• profokiev's romeo and juliet
• tchaikovsky's nutcracker suite
• rachmaninov's concerto 3
• beethoven's moonlight sonata
• tchaikovsky's little swans
• yann tiersen's comptine d'un autre ete

• be less stressed
• find something to do on the bus
• be less angry
• start cross-stitching

• ed - food
• kd - nail polish
• jim - food
• dom
• em - nail polish
• jam - hello kitty accessories
• sam - food of some sort
• isaac - toy story
• mia - stocking
• mia - fairy lights
• mum - miranda dvd, bowl + mug
• dad - calendar + book
• annie - jewellery

• chloe sevigny
• bender
• gordon brown
• billie holiday
• winona ryder
• a bear
• tao lin
• sylvia plath
• the scream (so I could cheer them up)
• heath ledger
• samson

• susan derges BIG dye destruction prints

http://tinyurl.com/36aqpw3

• adam fuss mainly the smoke and the angels

http://tinyurl.com/3yw656k

• russell loughlan postcards from animals

http://tinyurl.com/33romn3

• clifford richards birds

http://tinyurl.com/2uyuymj

• and some mexican art but I can't remember their name

• a fox house
• a jungle
• underwater
• lots of bears
• mist
• when the marching band refused to yield
• a flowerbed
• antarctica
• somewhere high up but not too high

• louis armstrong
• sean carey
• emmy the great
• dusty springfield
• simon and garfunkel
• new bbc
• tallest man on earth

• I wish everyone would come home
• I am scared of the dark sometimes
• I love winter
• I don't know why I argue with people so much but I wish I didn't
• I am not very happy
• I don't know if I wish I was old or I wish I was young
• I never do anything that's any use
• you can feel lonely anywhere
• I hope twyford is nice
• I really miss my friends
• nowhere is home really
• I feel nocturnal
• snow

• batman
• a dalmatian
• a fireman
• a jewish ballerina
• a teacher
• a stunt woman
• a person that dresses up in the costumes at disney land paris
• a designer
• a pole vaulter
• an artist
• an astronaut (but I can't be because I don't have 20:20 vision)
• a writer
• a person who draws on the chalk boards in pubs
• a florist
• a zoologist

• remember how to swim
• read lots of books and occasionally drop them in the pool
• pick mushrooms
• see all the little kittens and cows and tortoises
• do cartwheels
• go to barga and go to the little playground
• take photos of stupid things
• put chairs in the pool
• eat home made pesto
• hurt my feet walking on gravel
• go to many festivals
• go to the art shop in lucca
• dance with my dad when he's drunk
• speak italian badly
• get tanned
• write lots of postcards
• lilo race
• play copious amounts of poker

• sophie's world - jostein gaarder
• we need to talk about kevin - lionel shriver
• on the road - jack kerouac
• this is for you - rob ryans
• first among sequels - jasper fforde
• the prime of miss jean brodie - muriel spark
• gentlemen prefer blondes - anita loos
• the rehearsal - eleanor catton
• ghostwritten - david mitchell
• the child in time - ian mcewan
• human croquet - kate atkinson
• middlesex - jeffrey eugenides
• the little stranger - sarah waters

• animal: bear
• place: trampoline
• country: uruguay
• person: mia/annie
• celebrity: chloe sevigny
• colour: indigo
• smell: petrichor
• book: the tiger who came to tea/ where the wild things are
• film: wall.e
• band: guillemots
• song: sao paulo
• food: heinz tomato soup and a cheese sandwich
• artist: rob ryans
• tv show: third and bird
• website: ummm.. tumblr
• magazine: lula
• hobby: dance

• carnations
• daisies
• anemones
• forget-me-nots
• peonies
• orange blossom
• jasmine
• roses.. a little bit :)

• thank you for letting me cycle even though I'm rubbish at going up big hills
• giving me freckles for the first time in my life
• being so short sighted the world is just a beautiful haze
• letting me do anything I want, I'm very lucky

• the art room.. that place is like my home
• miss wickens being my tutor
• being in the musicals and tom's nipples
• sitting on the grass at lunch
• the deer in the park
• english with miss valentine
• all my friends in year ten (I'm cool)
• doing dance club
• making daisy chains on the field
• p.e lessons with harii, amber and jenni
• walking to lessons with angus, rex, jai, jenni, lucy and amber and doing the locomotion
• getting told off for having a too short skirt
• sitting around in ict and literally doing nothing ever
• going to visit dan and rex when mr bowskill's being mean
• walking around all my lessons barefoot

• BEARS naturally
• kitty cats
• penguins
• lynxes
• guinea pigs
• llamas
• lady birds
• ducks
• ants
• sloths
• elephants
• rabbits
• dragons
• foxes
• tortoises and turtles
• pigeons
• giraffes
• chickens
• vietnamese pot bellied pigs
• donkeys
• dinosaurs

done:

• sophie's world
• behind the scenes at the museum
• earrings
• mirrors pen
• soap and glory moisturiser
• flying pig
• tiny stampers set
• bubble mixture
• magnetic letters
• tiny bears
• worry dolls
• wild flower seeds
• topshop socks
• stickers
• a toy!
• a necklace

to do:

• a paper star with a wish
• stick letter to card

• listened to regina spektor and read fashion blogs in tutor
• argued about john agard and what a legend he is
• did not much in art
• stayed in art during break
• wrote my name in science
• made a sun photo
• made a photogram and then developed it
• walked home in the snow
• took some snow photos
• had hot chocolate
• listened to nice music this afternoon
• been joely and no one else

• tell him you're going to be a junkie when you grow up

• little nook in the corner of the purple sofa
• by the old sewing machine
• the big island where you can sit and dangle your legs
• the whole floor of the kitchen for dancing
• in the shower
• at the garden table when the sun shines and makes patterns
• looking through the windowsill in my parents room
• up the apple tree
• high on the trampoline
• bed.

• queens of the stoneage
• enter shikari
• logistics
• red hot chili peppers
• rise against
• alexisonfire/ city and colour
• alix perez
• seba & papadox- move on
• the temper trap
• seba
• hospital records enter shikari mixes

• an education
• about a boy
• my movie for english
• four weddings and a funeral
• gran turino

I think I might go back a bit now to a couple of weeks ago because I forgot some

• the virgin suicides
• jean de florette
• alice in wonderland
• pulp fiction

I know they all seem a bit like the films people say they love when they don't really and they say they have seen them a million times but they haven't really. but I really did watch them because noone else reads this and what is the point in lying to me?

• yellow. why do they make these?!
• orange. I have no opinion on them really
• green are refreshing sometimes
• red are sweet and lovely
• but purple are definitely the best for me

• how to say unfortunately in french
• about covalent bonds. only joking I still have no idea about this shit.
• my sister likes jelly babies a lot
• people want to hit me with footballs
• how to do the quadratic formula
• who I'm going to marry
• winter makes people unhappy

• dads stripy black and grey jumper
• black skirt which goes with everything
• socks from uniqlo that are in all different colours of bored
• topshop underwear with bows
• pink dress from summer
• silver necklace with a tiny bear and a tiny cat

• be happy
• stop getting head aches
• drink 8 glasses of water a day
• be tanned
• five a day every day 8)
• finish five books
• do some art
• learn to cook five meals
• lose five pounds
• learn to play tennis