- close yet far
- i get the urge
- to purge . . .
- all loose connections
- i have no patience
- i feel run down in the ground
- i only get this way sporadically
- but when i am in this state
- i feel dark and desperate
- abbyysss . . .
- i scramble for some connection
- but it is always short-lived
- and ill conceived
- i am compulsive
- i am aware
- i also am many other things
- i wish people could see my thoughts
- my prethoughts before i speak or
- black out spill out half truths & enigmatic codes
- i AM human
- as we all are
- there are so many sheep
- so many fronts
- ...
- who subscribe to drama
- regardless of context or value
- there only a handful of . . .
- emotionally driven truthseekers
- even though i may spill over at times
- i rather release emotions
- then to not recognize them at all
- there are too many cold people around
- i only wish to warm up some of them . . .
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