hi I'm Vinnie/Keres/(any of my kin names) and I'm really awkward and asocial lmao

I use he/himself and they/themself

I don't wanna update this constantly so I'll just say my birthday is November 4th 1999 (WHICH MEANS I AM NOT A MINOR)

I am a hellenic wiccan(? pagan? testing that out rn.) and "devotee" barely covers my connection with Persephone! in short, i believe that i have like? a 'shard' of Her within me and that i am chosen by Her specifically to carry out Her lifestyle. I also worship Dionysus and Hades. As well as those 3, despite not being devout to Him, i regularly worship Apollo due to my boyfriend being his devotee.

I'm a clusterfuck of trauma and disabilities and I wouldn't be shocked if they aren't all known to me bc I've been gaslighted by multiple mental care workers. I list these only so that you understand that I rly can't act like a normal person usually. As far as I know I have (professionally dxed unless stated):

  • •GAD
  • •Depression
  • •COCSA trauma
  • •PTSD
  • •suicidal ideations
  • •intrusive thoughts
  • •impulsive thoughts
  • •ADHD
  • •ASD with BPD traits (by the "BPD traits" means i experience 99% of what ppl with BPD do, its jst caused by ASD. this is professionally diagnosed so if i post things made for ppl with BPD its bc i experience those aspects of the disorder)
  • •delusions & sometimes minor hallucinations
  • •executive dysfunction
  • •domestic & platonic abuse trauma
  • •inc*st trauma
  • •trauma related age regression (ages 1-6ish) (i only post abt this on @devorakilya)
  • •trauma related hypersexuality
  • i abuse drugs n alcohol but i only post abt weed untagged. i wont tag weed.
  • •asthma
  • •dpdr? unspecified dissociative disorder idk what they diagnosed it as but this is the closest to my symptoms
  • •i have an undiagnosed eating disorder that ive been dealing with alone since i wuz 7.
  • •body dysmorphia
  • •gender dysphoria
  • • i struggle with self harm but ive been staying clean longer
  • acid reflux caused by an overdose
  • ibs

I'm bisexual with a strong preference for masculine nb/boys

I am mostly irish/italian/spanish? (i just found out abt this) but I'm also Cherokee and have a rly weird complicated relationship with that

  • irl account: @bogwhore
  • cosplay account: @gaydevito
  • vent/nsfw account: @larryjohnscn
  • twitter: @gaydevito
  • tiktok: @gaydevito
  • byte: @larryjohnson
  • i have an onlyfans. dm me abt it.

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jul 4 2017 ∞
jul 11 2020 +