Butttt I can only do it IF I PASS. I'm gonna use it as an incentive.

• get a new vibrator
• try and learn guitar (& bass?) properly this time for BANDTIEMS at uni
• get a part time job so i can...
  • buy this shit
  • get to a decent standard at those games so i can at least beat gareth
  • save some money for uni, cause i'm gonna need it what with the fucking tories raising the prices
  • pass my driving test (for the usa!)
  • new phone? idk this is turning into a consumer wishlist now.
• keep in contact with some of the people from college
• go to pride with the bisexual group
• sort out my finances, oh my god they're in such bad shape. why do isa changeover times have to be in fucking april? worst time ever.
• read a lot of books
  • political ones
  • high theory eg barthes derrida kristeva foucalt and all that shit
  • preliminary reading for my degree
  • some of the 50bookspoc challenge
  • frantz fanon
  • nalo hopkinson
  • but i'll probably end up reading relaxing bullshit and fanfic
• make a vid
• go on holiday... anywhere, just to get out of this town.
• get a tan. I am currently a human milkbottle.
• lose weight! this year i have gained stressfat like no other. all nighters + comfort eating = lol fatty
• do some kung fu! or dancing! i want to learn the single ladies dance, and some of the ones I see in kpop videos.