• the devil wears prada
• polka dots umbrella
• glowy base and sunscreen
• something in the rain & one spring night ost for may
• project hail mary
• surrounded by love
• updating my listography
• nmixx heavy serenade

myanimelist ┊ ☆ favorite good watch

• ☆ attack on titan
• ☆ beck: mongolian chop squad
• ☆ blue lock
• ☆ chainsaw man
• ☆ daily lives of high school boys
• ☆ death note
• ☆ demon slayer
• ☆ dororo
• ☆ eden of the east
• ☆ gokinjo monogatari
• ☆ haikyuu!!
• ☆ his and her circumstances
• ☆ jujutsu kaisen
• ☆ k-on!
• ☆ kaguya-sama: love is war
• ☆ kamisama kiss
• ☆ kids on the slope
• ☆ maid-sama! ⏱︎
• ☆ mob psycho 100
• ☆ monster

mymangalist ┊ currently reading ┊ ☆ favorite ┊ ▨ paused

• sakamoto days
• after school lessons for unripe apples

to resume ⏱︎

• ▨ chainsaw man
• ▨ jujutsu kaisen
• ▨ omniscient reader's viewpoint
• ▨ study group
• ▨ sweet home

completed (ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ]

• □ 20th century boys
• □ attack on titan
• □ omoide emanon
• □ bastard
• □ it's mine
• □ shotgun boy

mydramalist ┊ currently watching ┊ ☆ love this

• ★★★★★ | 2025 · ☆ full house
• ★★★★★ | 2025 · ☆ the first frost
• ★★★★★ | 2025 · ☆ hidden love
• ★★★★★ | 2025 · ☆ taxi driver
• ★★★★★ | 2024 · ☆ love all play
• ★★★★★ | 2024 · ☆ one spring night
• ★★★★★ | 2024 · ☆ something in the rain
• ★★★★★ | 2024 · ☆ the good bad mother
• ★★★★★ | 2023 · ☆ when i fly towards you
• ★★★★★ | 2023 · ☆ weak hero
• ★★★★★ | 2023 · ☆ first love
• ★★★★★ | 2023 · ☆ the glory
• ★★★★★ | 2023 · ☆ twinkling watermelon
• ★★★★★ | 2022 · ☆ twenty-five, twenty-one
• ★★★★★ | 2022 · ☆ juvenile ju...

serializd ┊ currently watching ┊ ☆ recommended

• □ adolescence
• □ beef
• □ breaking bad
• □ brooklyn nine-nine
• □ gilmore girls
• □ normal people
• □ peaky blinders
• □ severance
• □ the bear
• □ the modern family
• □ avatar the last airbender ☆
• □ la casa de papel: money heist
• □ stranger things
• □ the umbrella academy (dropped after s1)
• □ the queen's gambit ☆
• □ you (dropped after s2)
• □ 13 reasons why (dropped after s3)

goodreads ┊ margins ┊ currently reading ┊ ☆ favorite

• □ breasts and eggs by mieko kawakami
• □ after dark by haruki murakami
• □ heaven by mieko kawakami
• □ all the lovers in the night by mieko kawakami
• □ alone with you in the ether by olivie blake
• □ everything i know about love by dolly alderton
• □ the bell jar by sylvia plath
• □ intermezzo by sally rooney
• □ flowers for algernon by daniel keyes
• □ norwegian wood by haruki murakami
• □ days at the morisaki bookshop
• □ the poppy war by r.f. kuang
• □ the picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde

• archery classes-
• language and sign language learning
• volunteering more
• more dates with my girls
• taking more photobooths
• documenting and filming more
• universities student-experiences
• getting piercings for the first time
• photobooth w friends! <3
• trying out journaling systems that works for me
• having a penpal across the globe
• conversational german, japanese, spanish
• filling up my journals, blogs, & film account

capture · screenshots · social media saves / reposts → obsidian

memories · social media · physical albums · blogs · hard drive

organization · notion · notes app · g-calendar

notes · commonplace notebook · notes app → listography

trackers · emmo · notion · todo mate · yaya

art · muji ring junk journal · jarir watercolor sketchbook

journaling · muji b6 black, muji b6 slim, muji yearly, muji a6

create · youtube · substack and blog writings

youtube

• vlogs
  • alex bondoc
  • ayesha mayumi
  • emma chamberlain
  • hannah
  • jules leblanc
  • miu's diary
  • mlak

instagram

• media
  • cozysvu
  • sighswoon
  • vivyearn westwood
• niche girls i follow
  • sam cab
  • vonne ong

facebook

Sometimes it feels like your heart remembers pain even when your mind is trying to move on. You start questioning everything people, words, intentions. Trust doesn’t come naturally anymore; even the simplest conversations feel heavy, like you’re constantly guarding yourself. There’s this strange contradiction inside you… you’ve learned to be alone, even found a quiet comfort in your own space. But then, out of nowhere, a deep emptiness hits like there’s no one in this world you can truly lean on or call your own. It’s as if you’ve built walls around yourself for protection. You sit safely behind them, yet feel trapped at the same time. And even when someone gently tries to reach you, tries to come closer… fear holds you back. Your heart wants to open the door, but your past keeps whispering, “What if it all ends the same again?”...

• the menu, 2022
• the grand budapest hotel, 2014
• 27 dresses, 2008
• little miss sunshine, 2006
• green bones, 2024
• get out, 2017
• jojo rabbit, 2019
• lost in translation, 2003
• the devil wears prada, 2006
• moonrise kingdom, 2012
• project hail mary, 2026
• anatomy of a fall, 2023

letterboxd ┊ ☆ masterpiece

• ♥♥♥♥♥ | peter pan, 1953
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | grave of the fireflies, 1988
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | only yesterday, 1991
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | the little rascals, 1994
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | before sunrise, 1995
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | princess mononoke, 1997
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | anastasia, 1997
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | notting hill, 1999
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | all about lily chou-chou, 2001
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | the notebook, 2004
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | 13 going on 30, 2004
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | atonement, 2007
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | one million yen girl, 2008
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | les miserables, 2012
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | the wind rises, 2013
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | interstellar, 2014
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | la la land, 2016
• ♥♥♥♥♥ | it, 2017

groups

• aespa ⋅ giselle, ningning, ot4 | pre-debut, 2020
• red velvet ⋅ ot5 | 2016
• hearts2hearts ⋅ ian, ot8 | 2025
• newjeans ⋅ hanni, ot5 | 2022
• ive ⋅ rei | 2022
• meovv ⋅ ot5 | 2025
• kiiikiii ⋅ ot5 | 2025
• illit ⋅ wonhee, moka, ot5 | 2024
• kiss of life ⋅ julie, ot4 | 2023
• le sserafim ⋅ chaewon | 2022
• nmixx ⋅ sullyoon | 2022
• xg ⋅ jurin, cocona | 2024
• babymonster ⋅ ahyeon, chiquita | 2024
• exo ⋅ kyungsoo, baekhyun | 2016
• nct ⋅ haechan, mark | 2016
• riize ⋅ ot7 | 2023
• ateez ⋅ san, yeosang | 2020
• p1harmony ⋅ ot6 | since debut, 2020
• tomorrow by together ⋅ ot5 | 2021

bands

spotify ┊ last.fm

• NCT
• DAY6
• Doja Cat
• aespa
• NewJeans
• Laufey
• D.P. OST
• NIKI
• Olivia Dean
• Gracie Abrams
• Lily Chou-chou