- quality music 
 
    - being able to read all the books i want 
 
    - the movies i downloaded aren't going to watch themselves 
 
    - having that pirates of the caribbean and lord of the rings movie marathon i've always dreamed of 
 
    - getting lost in bookstores 
 
    - visiting a place i've always wanted to go to 
 
    - the sea 
 
    - my cutie patootie dogs 
 
    - secret handshakes 
 
    - john green might write another book 
 
    - i might finally hear my parents say that they're proud of me despite all the shit i've put them through 
 
    - laughing so hard until my stomach hurts and tears fall out of my eyes 
 
    - airplane rides 
 
    - looking at old photographs 
 
    - singing along to my favorite songs 
 
    - getting the chance to go on a roadtrip to nowhere 
 
    - chocolate ice cream 
 
    - chocolate cake 
 
    - chocolate 
 
    - losing the chance to marry zac efron 
 
    - my sister needs me now more than ever 
 
    - the smell of rain 
 
    - eye contact with strangers 
 
    - kismet 
 
    - days spent entirely outside 
 
    - days spent entirely inside 
 
    - cheesecakes 
 
    - revamping my bedroom next summer 
 
    - the idea of going to a concert of one of my favorite bands makes me all giddy and happy inside 
 
    - i should develop my art skills 
 
    - lose weight (x100) 
 
    - getting that tattoo i've always wanted 
 
    - travelling 
 
    - walking barefoot in the sand 
 
    - bearhugs 
 
    - i have yet to memorize all the constellations 
 
    - i can't be a good friend if i'm a rotting corpse now can i 
 
    - crawling in bed after a rough day 
 
    - the world is just so beautiful 
 
    - journals journals and more journals 
 
    - i'm in the process of learning how to save money ok 
 
    - my hair is still a mess 
 
    - nailpolish 
 
    - handwritten letters 
 
    - realizing my self worth 
 
    - to fade my scars 
 
    - uninterrupted sleep 
 
    - learning how to speak french 
 
    - and latin 
 
    - i want to witness a miracle 
 
    - the opportunity to touch other people's lives 
 
    - it gets better, they said 
 
    - disney movies 
 
    - understanding trigonometry and how it's significant to my life 
 
    - leonardo di caprio enough said 
 
    - the chance to visit paris 
 
    - riding my first rollercoaster 
 
    - trees 
 
    - making people smile 
 
    - blanket forts 
 
    - it can't be bad forever 
 
    - (i'd like to believe that) i am needed 
 
    - all the sharpies in the world 
 
    - seven billion people i haven't met yet 
 
    - five continents are just waiting to be explored 
 
    - going out of my comfort zone 
 
    - starting piano lessons (again) 
 
    - finally learn how to play the guitar 
 
    - learning how to drive a car 
 
    - ryan gosling is just so 
 
    - graduation 
 
    - free food is always a good reason 
 
    - the beatles 
 
    - improving my mad dancing skillz 
 
    - pretentious poetry 
 
    - there are stories to write 
 
    - fast food takeouts 
 
    - bucket lists to complete 
 
    - rules to break 
 
    - joie de vivre 
 
    - not letting my depression get the best of me 
 
    - being able to say that i made it and i'm still here 
 
  
            aug 20 2012 ∞
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