18/3/25

• septum smell is so much more prominent than you'd think.
• i can smell my dead skin

21/3/25

• my camera is so cute...
• there's a class nearby that's reading a story & the teacher is so loud HAHA
• the class is so quiet and everyone can hear my keyboard :(
• from anthony dropped new stuff!!! yay

22/3/25

• i realize i don't understand people! i knew this, but i'm reminded of it today especially
• there's no use in dwelling on what makes me sad, but i want to! if it's all i have left of something it makes me even sadder, though
• people should say goodbye

24/3/25

• i'm not made for all nighters!!!! i'm so sleepy. help Me
• i have to grind out my presentation and i'm sooo nervy

25/3/25

• i'm very anxious today? and smell sensitive. i walked into my fourth period and got so sick immediately...
• not a people person today. i don't like the people in my psych class! except like ray and brooke & the Teacher
• hungry.
• i need a mask the school smells so fucking BAD

27/3/25

• not a lot, just forever came on

28/3/25

• ohh i'm tired

1/4/25

• it's your birthday drink your pee take off your shirt day
• it's very cold out today, it makes it hard to write when my joints are so stiff!! i need to invest in gloves very badly.
• lately i've been very well rested (objectively) AKA. going to bed at 9 pm & waking at 7 am...still tired all the time though, not sure why

7/4/25

• overheard these girls in the bathroom talking about drama and i got in on it HAHA i love being everyone's friend...whoever ethan is. Fuck you ethan
• today i did..a little makeup. rare . it looks okay though.
• considering buying a SONY CYBER-SHOT DSC-S60 but idk. it's not my fav model by any means and i HATE that it takes double a batteries bleehhh. i think i'll try and sell my laptop first

10/4/25

• bored bored bored
• ordered my reading glasses and they'll hopefully be in tomorrow
• tired

14/4/25

• i watched sharknado 3 and it was ass

16/4/25

• i gotta write. write write write writeeee
• my chromebook is at 3% .. hm.

22/4/25

• ethel cain is cool
• i've been writing lately but i can't feel satisfied with what i make. sad existence
• cashe cashe cashe mcashe whatever love love love

30/4/25

• GETTING RATS i think. i hope

6/5/25

• RATS OBTAINED MY SWEET BOYS
• i'm so tired

7/5/25

• today all i want to do is go home and sit with my rats
• max porter is such a good writer, its so easy to just sit and read what he writes. i'd love to be like that one day
• my hands are always wanting to write, but my brain yells No!!! I don't know how!! because it is afraid. did you know you have to try to learn things?

29/6/25

• today is the same as yesterday. i keep waking up later & later it really is no good
• nowhere is hiring i'm losing my mind!
• eileen moved away and i'm sad. i wish all my friends could stay forever