18/3/25

• septum smell is so much more prominent than you'd think.
• i can smell my dead skin

21/3/25

• my camera is so cute...
• there's a class nearby that's reading a story & the teacher is so loud HAHA
• the class is so quiet and everyone can hear my keyboard :(
• from anthony dropped new stuff!!! yay

22/3/25

• i realize i don't understand people! i knew this, but i'm reminded of it today especially
• there's no use in dwelling on what makes me sad, but i want to! if it's all i have left of something it makes me even sadder, though
• people should say goodbye

24/3/25

• i'm not made for all nighters!!!! i'm so sleepy. help Me
• i have to grind out my presentation and i'm sooo nervy

25/3/25

• i'm very anxious today? and smell sensitive. i walked into my fourth period and got so sick immediately...
• not a people person today. i don't like the people in my psych class! except like ray and brooke & the Teacher
• hungry.
• i need a mask the school smells so fucking BAD

27/3/25

• not a lot, just forever came on

28/3/25

• ohh i'm tired

1/4/25

• it's your birthday drink your pee take off your shirt day
• it's very cold out today, it makes it hard to write when my joints are so stiff!! i need to invest in gloves very badly.
• lately i've been very well rested (objectively) AKA. going to bed at 9 pm & waking at 7 am...still tired all the time though, not sure why

7/4/25

• overheard these girls in the bathroom talking about drama and i got in on it HAHA i love being everyone's friend...whoever ethan is. Fuck you ethan
• today i did..a little makeup. rare . it looks okay though.
• considering buying a SONY CYBER-SHOT DSC-S60 but idk. it's not my fav model by any means and i HATE that it takes double a batteries bleehhh. i think i'll try and sell my laptop first

10/4/25

• bored bored bored
• ordered my reading glasses and they'll hopefully be in tomorrow
• tired

14/4/25

• i watched sharknado 3 and it was ass

16/4/25

• i gotta write. write write write writeeee
• my chromebook is at 3% .. hm.

22/4/25

• ethel cain is cool
• i've been writing lately but i can't feel satisfied with what i make. sad existence
• cashe cashe cashe mcashe whatever love love love

30/4/25

• GETTING RATS i think. i hope

6/5/25

• RATS OBTAINED MY SWEET BOYS
• i'm so tired

7/5/25

• today all i want to do is go home and sit with my rats
• max porter is such a good writer, its so easy to just sit and read what he writes. i'd love to be like that one day
• my hands are always wanting to write, but my brain yells No!!! I don't know how!! because it is afraid. did you know you have to try to learn things?

29/6/25

• today is the same as yesterday. i keep waking up later & later it really is no good
• nowhere is hiring i'm losing my mind!
• eileen moved away and i'm sad. i wish all my friends could stay forever

17/11/25

• lately, i've found myself back into marble hornets. this is no surprise to anyone who knew me. it feels isolating, just as much as it used to, which might be the surprising part. i like it a lot. but i feel like no one likes it like me!!! i wish there were someone who shared my brain for it
• my art trades are behind...