• i have grown with a tendency to put a "my" between addressing people i care for. i don't always say it to their faces, but i will set their names as "my _____" in my phone. there is a spot for everyone in my heart, and they are something to me. it's a small way i show the importance of those around me. they don't even know! but i do! however, i tend to avoid doing this to people who are in relationships sometimes. because people can get weird if you refer to their love as "yours", haha.
• my heart is kind in a way that you don't see too often anymore. i have a good head on my shoulders, and a lot of love in my heart. i'd like to think my friends would attest to this.
• distance makes the heart grow fonder. i find myself feeling increasingly fond of my missing friends. come home soon!
• i am a lot better of a person than i give...

• there is no shame in being a person. we are all here, and all learning. a bit of forgiveness is to be expected.
• your friends aren't plotting against you. rest your head.

12/27/2025

• i've been meaning to write a lot more these days. it's something i enjoy doing, but i always find myself wanting to write a lot more often than i actually sit down and write. i will lay awake at 4 am and think to myself, i want to write. in the morning i will write. but the morning comes, i don't write.
• i am actually writing something right now. i will be secretive with it because it is maybe embarrassing, but i'm enjoying it. why i neglect my passions, i may never know! i'm horrible for it!
• last night i went out with friends and we explored a trail. it was a good ways out of the way of town, it was nice. cold. there's so much snow this year, i feel as though my ankles are always full of snow. haha. but okay, outside, yes. after we finished our adventuring, we drove around ...