Monday, December 29, 2025

I think my hair is falling out. I've noticed it for a while but I'm really starting to become concerned. I don't know if I just wasn't eating well enough for a while or what. Okay, I know I wasn't. I need to get back into the habit and start a good multivitamin.

I'm not losing a hair here or there. I'm losing like 10 hairs when I run my hand through my hair. A lot. Even after I already brushed it.

I don't know what to do. I've never had this issue and I've always taken a lot of pride in my hair so I'm kinda' terrified.

Friday, December 26, 2025

I weigh 266.6lb on the 26th. How appropriate. It's up a bit. I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet. I probably have a bit of bloating becausee it was very uncomfortable. But, I don't hat...

apr 11 2025 ∞
dec 29 2025 +

Non-Scale Victories (NSV) are the little things that you notice that make it worth it and show you that a difference is being made. It can be with how you feel, your health, old clothes fitting, etc.

June 6, 2025

  • I stopped by Lane Bryant today just to see if they had any tops that I might like. They did, 4. I bought a 22/24 in all of them. Y'all. Did you know that Lane Bryant is known to run small? And I basically just went down a full size comfortably. I really thought I was still a 26/28. I picked up that size first. It was way too big. I'm so glad. I can't wait to have even more options! There were a few tops that I couldn't find in anything larger than an 18 or 20. I'm nearly there already.

April 27, 2025

  • Dad said, "Now today I can tell you're lo...
apr 16 2025 ∞
jun 8 2025 +
  • 🗹360lb — 53.2BMI — Severe Obesity (Class 3 Obesity); starting weight; size 26/28
    • Started weight loss journey on March 3, 2025
      • 🗹 359
      • 🗹 358
      • 🗹 357
      • 🗹 356
      • 🗹 355
      • 🗹 354
      • 🗹 353
      • 🗹 352
      • 🗹 351
  • 🗹 350lbs — 51.7BMI — Severe Obesity (Class 3 Obesity)
      • 🗹 349
apr 9 2025 ∞
dec 29 2025 +

Here's how my weight is going. Please note that I weigh myself first thing in the morning after peeing. For the sake of record keeping ☆ & ★ will indicate I was menstruating with the white star representing spotting (prior to both usages, a star is simply to indicate mensturation and no differentiation between spotting or more flow). On days that I took my tirzepatide 💉 will be used and dosage noted.

M A R C H

  • March 3, 2025 : 360lb
  • March 4, 2025 : 359.2lb
  • March 5, 2025 : 357lb
  • March 8, 2025 : 354.6lb
  • March 9, 2025 : 354.8lb
  • March 10, 2025 : 355.8lb 💉2.5mg
  • March 11, 2025 : 355.6lb
  • March 12, 2025 : 357.2lb
  • March 13, 2025 : 354.8lb
apr 16 2025 ∞
dec 29 2025 +

I have started a weight loss journey on Monday, March 3, 2025 at 360lb exactly. Then on Monday, March 10, 2025, I added a compound tirzepatide thanks to my doctor. I was weighing in at a whopping 355.6lb.

Why am I making these changes?

  • I want to feel pretty.
    • I'm stoked to see how my face card upgrades.
  • I want to find nice clothes and look good.
    • I honestly cannot wait to be able to walk into a store and not have to go to the hidden little rack in the back for the fat girls and most of that not even fitting.
  • I want my health to be better than it ever has been.
  • I want to move freely in / with my body.
apr 9 2025 ∞
jun 16 2025 +

I am aiming for a more elevated casual look but I don't want to age myself. I'm trying to decide what style I want to wear.

I feel very comfortable in nice flats, well fitting leggings, and a nice top or even just a well fitting tshirt. I am a millenial after all!

I also like to wear nice jewelry and if I can find a good bag, I'll take it!

Brands recommended to me:

  • Eileen Fisher
  • Quince (iffy on this one)
  • Universal Standard

My Goal:

  • Elevated Casual
  • Capsule Wardrobe
  • Flexible Color Choices (my favorites right now are light olive green, navy, and white, with some black sometimes)
jun 30 2025 ∞
oct 6 2025 +