1/1/11- deja vu on an unreleased episode of True Blood. Jessica turns a hot young guy so that she won't have to be alone. Me watching this in my bed on a TV larger than my bed.
1/2/11- me starring in an Edison High School performance of Beauty & The Beast turned Pocahontas. Mimi, CofC Student Coordinator is there to convince me to be in the production because they need a doppleganger. I show up in my new yoga capris and a backwards Splash Bash T-Shirt. I sit down three rows in front of Justin Ahdoot and then end up moving to his row to say hi. He's starring as my opposite in Beauty & The Beast/Pocahontas. I jump onstage in a makeshift purple sheet dress, sing "Part of Your World". I sit back down and he said "Wow". Me: What? Him: You lied to me Me: Huh? Him: You said you couldn't sing. I end up putzing around with all the...
if I'm crying for a legitimate reason, he'd hold me and rationalize that my emotional catharsis isn't something to be embarrassed about nor is it something that diminishes my character
he'll make me mix CDs and buy me sunflowers and daisies vs. buying me heart shaped chocolates and red roses
he'd admit that I have a lot of energy but would show me how to sit still and do nothing with him on occasion
he'd take me on dates that fit my life, full of activity, passion, and healthy food
he'd never apologize for eating something I couldn't have, but rather would always have something equally delicious for me to snack on