things im not scared of but extremely dislike/makes me feel very very bad inside

• elbows. this is. hard to explain
• same w bellybuttons (this is getting better)
• the bit of connective tissue between your upper lip and front teeth; the weird connective stuff under your tongue
• most fruit juices but specifically orange juice
• most fruit textures
• especially grapes :(
• popping textures like popping boba or fish roe
• the unending motion of the tides
• when the wind is blowing and it makes signs creak or when youre under a table umbrella and its swaying in the wind and also creaking
• taps dripping
• maggots but its getting better
• slugs. im sorry slugs. i hate you and im sorry
• honestly seeing most pda or when people are intimate around me. im trying to be better about this. same w seeing intimacy in films
• raisins.......
• cooking w raw meat