• fingerbib- aphex twin, 'like magic spacedust'
• slip - autechre, 'makes you feel safe'
• crystel - autechre, 'extremely crunchy. like trying to chew on quartz'
• w32.deadcode.a - AFX, 'starlight'

• magister cobweb
• clement + clary (no idea, maybe like twin guards, clement would have strawberry blonde hair though 100%)
• coprolite (i mean its a troll name but it’d be funny for like a mischievous sprite kinda character w a bag on its head)
• something lapwing

TBC ALSO FIX THE FORMATTING JESUS CHRIST !

• english: butterfly
• 6/10
• why butter? a cute concept nonetheless
• does not feel like the concept of a butterfly
• german: schmetterling
• 6/10
• was going to get a lower rating bc it sounds a bit ridiculous but its kinda cute so i can’t hate on it too much
• also does not feel like the concept of a butterfly
• french: papillion
• ummm 6/10
• its fine? no thoughts really. i dont dislike it
• maybe feels like the like concept of a butterfly? it sounds like wing beats
• japanese: 蝶々 (チョウチョ, chou c...

bc i keep forgetting the names of these damn things

priority = *

• animamundi
• bara no ki *
• akaya akashiya ayakashino
• mebiusline
• cage (think theyre doing a remake atm?)
• uuUC
• LKYT
• dystopia no ou

non-blvn

• house of fata morgana
• subahibi
• sayooshi
• still want to play diabolik lovers bc.... i think it would be funny
• umineko
• the awful looking vn with that one serial killer guy

• 夢 (ゆめ、 dream)
• 夢中 (むちゅう, to be obsessed/immersed in something, lit. ‘in dream’)
• 雪だるま (ゆきだるま, snowman)
• 犯人 （はんにん、 criminal; culprit）
• 神 (かみ、シン、god; deity）
• 神父 (しんぷ, a catholic priest)
• 虹 (にじ、rainbow 🌈)
• 森 （もり、forest; woods）
• 藤（ふじ、wisteria)
• 茶 （チャ、 tea）
• 背中 (せなか, back (body part))
• 人間 (にんげん, human/person)
• 宇宙人 (うちゅうじん, alien/extraterrestrial)
• 竹の子 (たけのこ、bamboo shoot)
• 土竜 もぐら mole(animal)
• 霞 かすみ haze; mist

recently listening:

• analord 2 afx
• miharu koshi
• prs achievement now that its on spotify
• apple - charli xcx (on repeat)

music to come back to/finish:

• Black Ship - Sadistic Mika Band (!!)
• Fishmans (listen to the cd ch. gave you...)

ANKI

• Refold deck []
• Pinyin pronunciation deck []

other

• slow chinese podcast

• 1. MORNING OF CREATION // YOU CAN NEVER COME TO THIS PLACE

the remix of you can never come to this place is just too much emotion for my little heart to take... immediate #1

• 2. HEAVEN AND EARTH

beautiful opener and i love the nod to rainbow goblins

• 3. INTO THE SKY

i love the hopeful but still slightly melancholic vibe. love this song. really fits the theming of twg. I LOVE THIS SONG

• 4 GRAY

ITS SO SAD i can't believe they did that to him. one of takanakas few actually not happy songs. love this one

• 5. WHO

• editor
• parasitologist
• medical microbiologist
• lab assistant (this one came true and im happy i got to experience that! idk if ill do that again)
• lawyer after i played ace attorney for the first time (this lasted around a week only thank god)
• children’s book illustrator (this one still kinda hurts me; maybe one day)
• author (lmao)
• children’s book author
• translator
• phlebotomist
• working in a tea shop
• mysterious electronic music producer
• analog synth collecter
• library assistant
• pharmacy dispenser
• perfumist (making perfumes)

for anyone who wants to start learning japanese, and also for personal reference. also a big ty to ab. for helping me w most of these!

apps and learning platforms

• renshuu (also they have a discord server where they host a weekly book club)
• anki
• bunpro grammar

anki decks

• JLPT tango decks []
• Core 1.4k deck []
• jalup decks
• Refold

reading

• tadoku.org
• tongari books [x]

misc.

• KAIJU MOVIES i want to watch all the godzilla movies but i need to enlist someone’s help to accomplish this
• more d’argento!!!
• poisson d’avril (it is my mission to watch this film one day)
• propaganda (YMO)
• hellraiser 2
• house
• the brave little toaster

to start:

to continue:

• The Brothers Karamazov
• The Left Hand of Darkness

to look into:

• yumeno kyusaku's works (dogra magra, etc)
• more dostoyevsky… maybe…..
• tender is the flesh
• otessa moshfegh's works

• 天使の卵 / Angel’s Egg by Mamoru Oshii
• La Planète Sauvage / Fantastic Planet by René Laloux
• Wizards by Ralph Bakshi
• When the Wind Blows by Jimmy Murakami
• Les Maîtres du Temps / Time Masters by René Laloux
• Dragon’s Heaven by Makoto Kobayashi

• Le Belle Lisse Poire du prince de Motordu
• Cicada by Shaun Tan / other Tan books ?
• To The Other Side by Erika Meza
• Migrants by Issa Watanabe
• First 1000 Words in Japanese (illustrations by Stephen Cartwright)
• catwings

• 1. thanks

funny that this one would eventually end up in #1. nowadays it's the one that gets stuck in my head the most. i like the nostalgic bittersweet feeling it gives off. really nice! makes me feel a certain way - like saying goodbye to an old friend & setting off for greener pastures. also that one clip of prs playing this on piano that lasts like 5 seconds is just oh my god brb going to cry

anyway i love this song

• 2. deathly

so good that i even tried to learn to play it! love the tired cosy/lonely vibe. feels like your favourite blanket when its cold outside. this track was a good companion to me

• 3. fat cat

its v good very good!

a chaotic list but i often forget what i like or have liked or i just forget... a lot of stuff...

• the film ravenous
• all tomorrows
• outsider artists:
  • wesley willis
  • henry darger
• artists who suffered w mental illness:
  • louis wain
  • richard dadd
• ratboy genius the flood
• synth covers of songs
  • YMS2612 covers of video game music
  • oscilloscope view videos of said covers
• tim follin's music
• waxworks game over compilation []

once i learn formatting this list will look… better

• aero dynamik by kraftwerk VS aerodynamic by daft punk
• girl in the box by toshiki kadomatsu VS man in the box by alice in chains
• rainbow paradise by masoyoshi takanaka VS rainbow paradise by tomoko aran
• bodysnatchers by radiohead VS BODY SNATCHERS by haruomi hosono
• night and day by raymond scott VS day n nite by kid cudi

• gotta get high proficiency in my target languages
• get good at kanji reading so i can start translating vns
• and so i can finally play the untranslated vns on my list
• and shingakkou
• finish my N5 Anki deck at the very least
• ummm N3 JLPT certificate? VERY DOABLE (one day)
• i have to be here to see my friends attain their goals and thrive and be happy (this is very important)
• i want to own a cat
• there is a lot of good music i haven’t heard yet
• there are a lot of good conversations i have yet to have
• and a lot of cool people that i could meet
• there are books to read one day

reverse chronological order (most recent at top)

• Fantastic Planet (more disturbing than i thought it would be but beautiful animation. probably will not watch again)
• Free Guy (no comment)
• Kumiko, the Treasure Hunter
• Withnail & I (rewatch)
• Sasquatch Sunset (hated it)
• Sette note in nero / The Psychic (💖)
• What Ever Happened To Baby Jane? (amazing!!)
• Ryuichi Sakamoto: Opus
• 365 days (vomit emoji why…)
• Dune: Part Two
• Phantom Thread (did not enjoy this)
• Jesus Christ Superstar (it is an easter tradition ofc)
• Mulhollhand Drive
• The Holdovers
• Saltburn

the top 5:

• 虹伝説//The Rainbow Goblins - Masayoshi Takanaka
• Achievement - pilotredsun
• Jeff Wayne’s Musical War of the Worlds
• Trans-Europe Express - Kraftwerk
• Speaking in Tongues - Talking Heads