for things i need to get into when the fixation fizzles out...

• svss - mxtx
• 2ha - meatbun
• tgcf - mxtx - lower in priority just bc im kind of iffy on the miao/hmong rep
• global examination - mu su li
• dao of the bizzare immortal- foxtail - started, havent finished
• thousand autumns - meng xi shi
• the white cat's divine scratching post - lu ye qian he
• encountering a snake - su hen
• as an elder brother
• liu yao - priest
• panguan - mu su li

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recs welcomed im open to anything regardless of warnings

extra notes. warning may contain sensitive content

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i do not want to air out my trauma or personal experiences bc they are my own business and i do not need to explain myself to anyone so i will only say this: i have a lot of trauma and am severely mwntally ill + psychologically impaired. i have been advised by my therapist to help the healing journey with fictional media.

i do not condone problematic / immoral things irl. i believe that they should be written about and have the right to exist even if you dont like it. it is because its fiction and cannot hurt real people that i am able to find comfort in my negative feelings and experiences. if problematic content is something that affects you / your reality then that is your issue, not mine. do not tell me how to cope or deal with my problems that you know nothing about. most people who consume problematic media a...

questions

• late replies
  • i sleep a ton like 12+ hours of the day so I promise u i am not ingoring u on purpose i deadass just sleep so much that i dont see msgs on time.
• tone of msg
  • sometimes idk what to say or how to respond. i never intentionally try to make anyone mad or angry so my tone will always be lighthearted.
• why do u ship so-and-so
  • cuz i can. ur life would be so much more joyful if u let urself enjoy fiction as fiction instead of a reflection of ur moral beliefs
• you used to think differently