• june 9th, 2001 - freedom
• first festie - strange creek 2008; felt like i was living for the first time
• graduating from high school - sooo didn't think that would happen
• getting through my deposition
• wormtown 2009 - this made heidi and i's friendship solid
• christmas 2000 - first christmas with my mom since i was 5
• my 14th bday - spent in australia
• confronting my father at grampa's funeral
• joint custody (haha)
• may volkman - i owe her my life
• meeting richardo, trusting richardo
• mending things with nana, realizing shes the best nana ever
• block island vaca's
• helping mel give birth to gubber
• elton john concert with mom and josh - wo...

these are some tattoo ideas i have. lets see how many i actually get. hah.

• on the inside of my left ankle - "Home is not a place, it's a state of mind." ~ZD
• eventually adding/finishing my sleeve
• top of my right foot
  • Block Island
  • stars/moon type stuff
  • big tye dye peace sign
• cover the crappy ink on the middle of my back
  • some cool art by dan morris
  • has to have lots of detail
  • something else from alice in wonderland
    • chesire cat?
  • something to represent freedom/strength/over coming something

• Fat Freddys Drop
• The Cat Empire

• Fight Club ~ Chuck Palahniuk
• Fox in Sox Dr. Suess
• Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas ~ Hunter S. Thompson
• Harry Potter Series ~ J. K. Rowling

<3

• Don't Curse at the Night ~ Tea Leaf Green
• Mary Jane & Jager ~ The Suppervillians
• Real ~ Zach Deputy
• Collie Man ~ Slightly Stoopid
• Badfish/Boss DJ ~ Jack Johnson
• Tube Steak ~ Zach Deputy (live version from Mt. Jam)

• a nice hot cup of tea
• 'i miss you' texts
• my animals (especially Lily)
• Heidi-Ho
• drives/road trips
• walking down to Bluff Point
• lazy, hot summer nights/days
• FESTIVALS especially wormtown & strange creek
• looking through old photos
• taking photos :-p
• laughing till my ribs hurt...then laughing some more
• eating good food
• watching crappy horror movies
• P. E.
• tattooooooos
• youtube.com (hahaha)
• good conversations (remember when...)
• ICED coffee (light & sweet :-p)
• reading a book - i love when i get into a book and just can't put it down till i'm...

• Panera Bread
• Long Horn Steak House
• Koto's
• Jasmin Thai
• Frank Pepe's
• Paul's Pasta
• North End Deli
• Taco Bell
• Village Bakehouse
• The Noodle Man at Strange Creek/Wormtown (LOL)
• Equinox

Things to do. aka - HAVE FUN

• Get season 2 of United States of Tara
• Facials
• Find a recipe for Friday night
• Start hula hooping

Come on summmmmmmer. Heres the festies I will hit up this summer.

• Strange Creek
• Nateva
• Gathering of the Vibes
• Wormtown

Now, heres the festies I wanna hit up, but probably won't.. :(

• Mountain Jam
• Bear Creek
• Bonnaroo
• Coachella
• Sasqucatch!
• Hangout Music Fest

Fuck, theres more. but yea.

• Maybe Today ~ Ryan Montbleau Band
• Groovin' High ~ The Brew
• Honey Bee ~ The Bridge
• Dog Days Are Over ~ Florence & the Machine
• Baby's Got Sauce ~ G. Love & Special Sauce
• Start Wearing Purple ~ Gogol Bordello
• Country Ghetto ~ JJ Grey & Mofro
• Freaker by the Speaker ~ Keller Williams
• Amsterdam ~ Peter Bjorn & John
• Love Man ~ Otis Redding
• Prince Caspian ~ Phish
• Wish You Were Here ~ Pink Floyd
• Most People Never Heard Real Music ~ Zach Deputy
• I Am a Bass Drum ~ Vivek Shraya
• 31 Flavors ~ Trevor Hall
• Welcome to Tally Hall ~ Tally Hall
• Collie Man ~ Slightly Stoopid
• 15 ~ Rilo Kiley

first i'm gonna make the list. then set the dates. 1 get a record player 2 clean my room/keep it clean 3 hang wall clock 4 get another tattoo 5 purchase strange creek tix 6 get a bigger book case 7 get cd rack and/or cd book 8 Lucy & Lily to vet 9 see Zach Deputy as often as possible (east coast shows) 10 get a second job 11 keep said job 12 go to the aquarium with nana 13 start walking 14 two new posters 15 walk all the way down to the bluff by myself. bring the camera. 16 make a scrap book (or at least start it) 17 get my hair done

this isnt really a list. i hate my lift right now. everyones lost it. id like to slap everyone and tell them to fuck off. the end. he made me cry.

• travel
  • italy
  • spain
  • france
  • denmark (again)
  • holland (again - and this time, do what i REALLY want to do)
  • australia (again)
  • balise
  • mexico
  • canada
  • puerto rico
  • ireland
  • jamaica
  • chille
  • japan (again)
• sky dive
• bungee jumping
• fall in love
• go to college

The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books here. How many have you read? 18/100 - Read

• 1.The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien
• 2.Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen
• 3.His Dark Materials, Philip Pullman
• 4.The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams
• 5.Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, JK Rowling
• 6.To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee
• 7.Winnie the Pooh, AA Milne
• 8.Nineteen Eighty-Four, George Orwell
• 9.The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, CS Lewis
• 10.Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë
• 11.Catch-22, Joseph Heller
• 12.Wuthering Heights, Emily Brontë
• 13.Birdsong, Sebastian Faulks
• 14.Rebecca, Daphne du Maurier
• 15.The Catcher in the Rye, JD Salinger

Movies/Shows I've watched in 2011

• Inception - very trippy. leo dicaprio was insanly hot. it was a mind bending movie, i enjoyed.
• United States of Tara Season 2 - a little dissapointed to be honest. the first season was waaay better. this season didn't explain anything that happened in the first, and sorta was about nothing imparticular. meh, guess we'll have to wait for season 3.
• TruBlood Season 1 - i actually enjoy this. which is weird cause i think the whole vampire thing has been blown up retardedly. dracula has been around for eeeeeever people. but i liked this show, sookie is kinda annoying tho, bill compton. hawt. lol
• Return to Oz - FUCKING WEIRD! i can't believe heidi watched this as a kid, i probably would've cried. it was also insanly trippy. bad 80's makeup tho. and the chick from the craft (the scary one) was dorothy. also wei...

yes, i am making a list of the celeb hotties i wanna shag.

• Johnny Depp
• Brad Pitt (pre-Angelina)
• Josh Hartnett
• Clive Owen
• Ryan Montbleau
• Zach Deputy (he's hot cause he's talented!)
• Robert Downey Jr.
• Bradley Cooper
• Josh Duhamel
• Leonardo DiCaprio
• Huge Jackman
• Jason Segel
• Jack Johnson
• Miles Doughty *dreeeewl*
• Trevor Hall

• Racoons
• Opossums
• Minature Ponies
• HAWKS (multiple hawks. also, a hawk flew down and caught a squirrel like 5 feet from the car)
• Squirrels
• Bulls
• Horses
• Cows
• Chipmunks
• Turkey Vultures
• Owls
• Goats
• Chickens

To be continued...

• More Beatles
  • The White Album
  • Revolver
  • Rubber Soul
• Damien Rice
  • O
  • 9
• JJ Grey & Mofro
  • Lochloosa
  • Country Ghetto
• Cotton Jones Basket Ride
  • The River Trumming
• Bright Eyes
  • Four Winds
• Pink Floyd

Who I'd like to see live this year.

• Zach Deputy
• The Brew
• Ryan Montbleau Band
• Slightly Stoopid
• ✔ Elton John - seriously best show ever.
• JJ Grey & Mofro
• Rilo Kiley
• Phish
• DISPATCH
• The Alchemystics
• Tea Leaf Green
• Rubblebucket
• Of Montreal
• Keller Williams
• Trevor Hall
• Tally Hall
• The Black Keys

This is an on going list....

• Most of the time, people just tell you what you want to hear.
• I need to learn to shut up.
• I complain too much.
• Life could be worse.
• Sometimes it's better when I haven't a clue as to what I'm doing.
• This list making is kinda awesome. I like.
• Being a chick sucks sometimes.
• I want to go to a festival. NOW.
• The End.

8th

• he kept texting me. pretty sure he is taking this harder than i am. i feel lighter about the whole thing. ofcourse i miss him. i still want him. that hasn't changed. i just cant do this dance with him anymore. i have nothing left to give to him if it continues the way it has. we talked for 2 hours last night. got absolutly nothing figured out. i told him i would delete him from fb and he can text/call me when he wants. but i dont think i'll answer. fuck i really hate this. i havent been on here in almost a year and i've read some of my lists. so many about him! if he only knew.

9th

• i am all congested and shit. lame. finally a day off and i'm by myself and lovin' it. yesterday sucked. totally worked 13 h...

Jethro Tull

• Lifes a Long Song
• Teacher
• Jack in the Green
• The Whistler

Lenka Lisa Hannigan Damien Rice

• lonelily

Electric Sixx

• Gay Bar
• Danger! High Voltage

1st

• woke up to lucy stuck in moms dresser. egg sandwich. first one epic fail. texting heidi-ho and stupid eddie. lists. so far, boring day. talked to p. e. fuck i miss him. alice, then shower. working tonight. haiti event.

2nd

• horrible stupid ass gay dream about my father. work, didnt get much done. 5billion people there. hung with heidi-ho. went with her to dr. appt. taco bell was involved at some point. dinner with the rents and nana. nana had a bad day. vomited. :( richardo called and cancelled tomorrow. spending the rest of the week and weekend with heidi. legendaaaary!

5th

• still at heidis. woke up at around noon. ...

some things about me. they aren't all good things...

• i hog pillows
• i have epic word vomit at times
• i snore
• i make the best chilli ever/end story
• i will always think i have better taste in music than you
• i break into dance at random times through out the day
• i can't dance very well either
• i need alone time
• my family is embarrasing. i love them anyway
• i'm broken, working on fixing that
• people tend to come and go in my life. the ones who have stayed at the ones who count. you know who you are!
• i'm horrible with money
• i love directionless adventures
• it takes A LOT to get me angry

28th

• dunkin. work. heidi. alice. boarders. got the clockwork orange. panera. home. beasters. episode of six feet under. dinner with mom & josh. napped till 10:30 (LOL). tj dumped angela. dumbass. american dad. stan can't handle his crack. duh. lol.

• And the Hippos Were Boiled in their Tanks ~ William Burroughs
• Naked Lunch ~ William Burroughs
• Pill Head ~ Joshua Lyon
• The Clockwork Orange ~ Anthony Burgess
• Better than Sex ~ HST
• Courageous ~ Edward C. Sweeney
• Mooch: A Novel ~ Dan Fante

to be added too regularly.

• Almost Famous
• One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
• The Spiderwick Chronicles
• Harry Potter (yes, all of them!)
• The Hangover
• Elf
• The Rocky Horror Picture Show
• The Breakfast Club
• I Love You, Man
• Maria Full of Grace
• Brokedown Palace
• Empire Records
• Fight Club
• The Goonies

tooooooo be connnnntinuuuuued. im having a brain fart at the moment.

• Honesty
• Someone who is always up for an adventure
• Can keep up with me at a festival
• Loves animals
• Doesn't walk around like everyone owes him something and/or thinks he is the shit
• Someone who will accept me for my weirdness
• Someone accepts me in general
• Someone who suprises me - this doesnt mean he has to wine and dine me all the time, but suprises are good. Even if its a flower or a card, or something else just as corny :P
• Laid back
• Goes with the flow of life and doesn't flip out when something doesn't go his way
• Someone who actually has morals
• Can be responsible
• Makes me laugh, smile, giggle and then la...

What I miss/liked about Block Island

• Ballard's Beach. One Mudslide and i was on my ass. plus - feeling of being "aloof".
• Aldo's resturant and bakery. Best. Munchie. Food. Ever!
• Waking up at 6am to the ocean and walking on the beach for the sunrise. (sappy i know, but it was great)
• Hanging out with Kelly.
• Getting waaaay too sunburnt.
• People driving on Mopeds (idiots)
• Never wearing a watch and never caring about the time. It's Block Island time.
• What happens at Block Island stays on Block Island. (So true.)
• The ocean; the smell, the sound, the hot bods. ;)
• People watching.
• The liqour store.
• Horseback riding. (aka falling on my ass....

This just about sums it up.

• "I'm a musical prostitute, my dear" ~ Freddie Murcury