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In a dim corner of my room for longer than
my fancy thinks
A beautiful and silent Sphinx has watched me
through the shifting gloom.
/
Inviolate and immobile she does not rise she
does not stir
For silver moons are naught to her and naught
to her the suns that reel.
Is there something down by the water keeping itself from us,
Some shy event, some secret of the light that falls upon the deep,
Some source of sorrow that does not wish to be discovered yet?
Even in our sleep, pain which cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart, until, in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom through the awful grace of God
I’m the one I should love in this world.
Shining me, precious soul of mine; I finally
realised. And so I love me: not so perfect, but so
beautiful.
When the world ends, I want to scream into the chaos that I loved you more than anything in hopes that the sound will continue to exist after everything stops.
Despite everything there is light⸺ and it touches more than just the smoothly painted houses on the cul-de-sac / and it touches more than just monoculture lawns / and it touches more than just shining cars when the garage door opens / and it touches more than what’s good and beautiful