• blm + racial justice + anti colonialism + anti cultural appropriation (don't be a weeb, don't wear cultural hairstyles and clothes that don't belong to you)
• intersectional feminism (no terfs allowed)
• environmentalism
• medical justice + accessibility
• education access
• human trafficking, ending sex work, and ending the porn industry (it's crimes against women and trans people, go to my anti sex work and anti porn tags on my blog. being pro sex work is being anti woman/anti trans)
• anti capitalist, anti rich people, anti police, anti military

how i get involved and you can too!

• spread awareness and information
• share petitions to sign, links to donate,...

• cottagecore/grandmacore (im indigenous leave me alone about this. Doesn’t mean I like or approve of white cottagecore people who don’t acknowledge they’re on stolen land.)
• neutral color/modern aesthetic
• mediterranean aesthetic
• traveling
• languages (i speak japanese, a little italian, a little german, and im learning canto from my partner and spanish for work. also wanna learn korean and french!)
• books (TSOA and Haruki Murakami are my faves)
• skincare
• cats
• plants
• scented candles
• herbalism/indigenous medicine
• piercings (i have 5 and counting!)
• baking/cooking

kdramas + movies

• love and leashes
• all of us are dead
• squid game
• hospital playlist season 2
• because this is my first life
• it's okay to not be okay
• crash landing on you
• itaewon class
• startup
• record of youth
• was it love?
• just between lovers
• train to busan
• mystic pop-up bar
• hospital playlist
• kingdom
• parasite
• chocolate
• when the camellia blooms
• while you were sleeping

Plants I want:

• Variegated monstera!!
• Peperomia pepper spot
• Hoya Kerrii plant
• Watermelon peperomia
• Ruby rubber plant
• Bigger monstera deliciosa
• Bigger golden pothos
• Calathea stromanthe
• Anthuriums (black and blue)
• Cast iron plant
• Mandarin plant
• Umbrella plant
• Yucca cane plant
• Fiddle leaf fig
• More fern varieties
• Dragon tree
• Moonshine snake plant
• Red aglaonema
• Maidenhair fern
• More fern varieties

• japanese/korean + indigenous + italian/arab/persian/amazigh + spanish/mexican + white (german/swedish/ukrainian/irish/scottish/welsh/english/french)
• non-binary twospirit + bi + poly + monogamously partnered/married
• nurse (bsn)
• psychology degree holder (started college at 16)
• activist
• cat and plant mom
• agnostic eclectic pagan/witch
  • pretty new and casual, but I like to blend elements of traditional religions from my cultures so elements from shintoism and buddhism, celtic/grecoroman/german/scandenavian/english/turkish/indigenous american religions as well as elements of sea witch, green witch, lunar witch and kitch...

Privileges

• white passing sometimes/very light skinned
• able bodied passing
• neurotypical passing
• cis passing and straight passing
• not intersex
• thin
• not homeless
• access to education
• access to healthcare (bare minimum tho)
• pretty privilege

Disadvantages

• white coded/mixed/not white
• female
• physically disabled + autistic + mentally ill
• trauma survivor (extreme child abuse and neglect, r*pe/sexual assault, terrorist attack/witness of brutal public murder/hat...

• cap sun gem moon virgo rising!
• INFJ
• 9w1
• melancholic-phlegmatic
• chaotic good
• nine of diamonds
• hyper-empathetic (I don’t like the term empath)
• halfway between slytherin and ravenclaw if ur still into hp lol

• call the midwife new season
• parks and rec (rewatch)
• abbott elementary
• say I do
• euphoria

On hold:

• anime
• American horror story
• Buffy the vampire slayer
• the owl house
• tuca and berty
• oh my ghost
• my love: six stories of true love
• letterkenny

• principals of pleasure
• love is blind japan
• love is blind Brazil
• love is blind
• the big day
• Rick and morty
• nine perfect strangers
• you (season 3)
• the rocky horror picture show (movie)
• sex education season 3
• portrait of a lady on fire (movie)
• the goop lab
• the chair
• jennifer’s body (movie)
• luca (movie)
• grace and frankie (new season)
• teen wolf (season 1-3)
• dark
• never have i ever
• the investigator: a british crime story
• sex/life

Current Routine (cleared my cystic acne)

Morning:

• Sum37 Rose stick cleanser
• Thayer's rose witch hazel toner
• Drunk Elephant Vitamin C serum
• Drunk Elephant B-hydra serum
• Peach and Lily Glass skin serum
• Skinceuticals discoloration defense serum
• Olehenriksen banana bright eye cream
• Drunk elephant protini polypeptide cream
• Biore UV aqua rich watery essence SPF 50 or Dr. Jart tiger grass CC cream SPF 30
• Glossier balm.com or nivea milk and honey lip balm on lips

Night:

• Bioderma micellar water
• Vanicream cleanser
• Curology clindamycin/azelaic acid/niacinamide (every other night)

• focus on spanish and canto, brush up japanese and italian
• study herbalism/plant medicine again, for use in magic and as a future healthcare provider
• study tarot more, learn more spreads and interpretations
• study crystals, uses for different kinds, and uses in practice
• learn about palm reading, tea leaves, astrology, divination, projecting, energy work spells in general
• build an alter, learn more about the basics of witchcraft and paganism
• study different types of witchcraft and paganism of my specific cultures (asian, indigenous, celtic, mediterranean, etc)
• study buddhism and shintoism more
• do yoga more and integrate stuff from physical therapy
• learn more about and practice meditation

• primary immunodeficiency
• ehlers-danlos syndrome**
• MCAS
• pots and orthostatic hypotension
• kidney/urinary tract defects
• scoliosis + lordosis + degenerative disc disease + straightening of normal c-spine curve
• endometriosis (and PCOS maybe? seeing gyn soon)
• chronic fatigue syndrome
• GERD
• IBS + cyclic vomiting syndrome
• osteoarthritis in my spine/knees/shoulders/elbows/wrists/ankles/feet
• asthma + severe environmental allergies
• clotting disorder (super blood clot prone and can never take hormones like the pill or hrt)
• hypoglycemia + 40-ish food intolerances (help)

• autism + sensory and auditory processing disorders
• complex ptsd (extreme childhood trauma + religious trauma + violent terrorist attack and multiple r*pe surviver as young adult) + secondary ptsd (from being a hospital healthcare worker throughout the pandemic)
• major depressive disorder + dysthymic disorder
• seasonal affective disorder
• generalized anxiety + social anxiety disorders
• ocd (pure “o”)
• panic disorder + agoraphobia (didn’t leave home for a couple years as a teen and it’s still very hard going out alone)
• adhd
• depersonalization-derealization disorder + maladaptive daydreaming
• dissociative identity disorder

Africa

• Egypt
  • Cairo, Great Pyramid of Giza, Lighthouse of Alexandria, Catacombs of Kom el Shoqafa, Cairo citadel
• Kenya
  • Masai Mara
• Morocco
• Rwanda
• Senegal
  • Dakar
• South Africa
• Tanzania
  • Serengeti National Park
• Zambia and/or Zimbabwe
  • Victoria Falls

places ive been

• USA (live there right now sadly)
  • Oregon (live)
  • California (SF, LA, Disney, Redwoods)
  • Washington (Seattle, Vancouver)
  • Idaho (Boise)
  • Utah (airport in SLC)
  • Montana (don't remember it)
  • Nevada (don't remember it)
  • Wyoming (don't remember it)
  • South Dakota (don't remember it)
  • Iowa
  • Minnesota
  • Illinois (Chicago)
  • Indiana
  • Virginia (Arlington)
  • New Jersey
  • New York (NYC, Niagra Falls, Buffalo)
  • Washington D.C.
  • Maryland (Baltimore)