- first things first, sleep is the most important thing in this relationship obviously - it will be three in the morning and he’s still working on the same rap and you literally get up and wrestle him to the bed but when you try to get up in the morning, he wraps his arms and legs around you so you can’t leave - he tries so damn hard to hide how much he cares but every now and then you see little glimpses of it when he lets things slip or when you catch him just kinda staring at you like you’re made of diamonds or something if you mention in passing something that you’ve been wanting, he will take out his credit card and will hand it to you without a word and you’re like that’s not necessary babe - but then he says he feels bad because he works all the time so he doesn’t have time to buy you nice things so at least this way he can get you something - and it’s ridiculously s...

apr 21 2016 ∞
feb 6 2018 +


  • disco pants/shorts (from american apparel)
  • crop tanks (in black/white/olive)
  • high waisted shorts (in dark wash/black)
  • plaid skirt, plaid coat, plaid dress
  • suspender style sheer tights
  • fishnet tights
  • structured leather jacket
  • white leather things
  • simple white crisp button-down
  • wool cape coat
  • satin anything
  • white asymmetrical skirt
  • heeled knee high boots
  • bag(s) from celine
  • baggy pants (white/black)
  • tulle/chiffon midiskirt (white/black)
  • maxi skirt w/slit on side
  • bandeaus (white/black)
  • lace bralettes
jan 20 2014 ∞
apr 19 2014 +

character ideas

- natural rebel advocate that feeds off of drama and if not eating popcorn by the sidelines, creating drama to chase away his boredom, hurts people unintentionally, constant fuck ups that don't take a toll on him until a certain someone wipes the smile off his face, doesn't do relationships and yet that's all he thinks about with said someone

- a thug of sorts with no understanding of basic manners or social skills, his heart tells him no but his fists beat him to it, isn't friendly but has beat more people FOR others rather than for himself, he's the anti-hero guardian angel that no one asked for, torn between being the hero and living in the shadows convinced he'll always will be

- gothic hoe that lives for dark concepts but cries and shakes in fear at the littlest noises and always needs a nightlight...

sep 23 2012 ∞
jan 27 2016 +
  • score 1700-1800s on SAT


  • cosmotology (hair/makeup/fashion stylist)
  • women's studies
  • child education
  • entertainment industry

(possible colleges)

  • uc san diego
  • uc santa barbara
  • san diego state university
  • san francisco state university
  • cosmotology/beauty school
jan 20 2014 ∞
jan 20 2014 +
  • (books)
  • 1Q84 (ongoing)
  • norwegian wood
  • all of haruki murakami's works
  • books about fashion, film, etc
  • f. scott fitzgerald
  • aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe
  • the song of achilles
  • simon vs the homosapiens agenda
  • Sphinx by Anne Garréta
  • heroes of the valley by jonathan stroud
  • jellicoe road
  • Middlesex by jeffrey eugenides
  • a tale for the time being
  • Uprooted by Naomi novik
  • the foxhole court by mora sakavic
  • Deathless by Valente
  • Out by Natsuo Kirino
  • The raven cycle series
  • The Tiger's Curse series by Colleen Houck...
sep 23 2012 ∞
jul 20 2016 +


  • innisfree longwear cushion spf 50
  • aritaum honey melting tint
  • so natural macaroon whip mousse lip
  • etude house dear my jelly lips tok
  • innisfree shadow pencil
  • innisfree no sebum bb cream + powder
  • 3ce lipstick


  • mufe hd foundation
  • amazonian clay foundation
  • estee lauder double wear foundation
  • becca ever-matte priming perfector
  • mac pro-longwear concealer
  • benefit's benetint in lolli
  • dior addict fluidstick
  • nars satin lip pencil
  • benefit's watts up
  • naked flushed pallete
apr 19 2014 ∞
aug 3 2014 +
  • destroy patriarchy
  • new wardrobe
  • find sugar daddy for fun & funds
  • buy lots of makeup
  • lose excess fat
  • get '11' shaped abs
  • double eyelid surgery (?)
  • great skin
  • perfect my korean
  • drinking/partying
  • fashion shoot/pictorial
  • perfect my dancing
  • finish writing something
  • president ma (miss korea)
  • shin jooyeon (i need romance 3)
sep 23 2012 ∞
apr 19 2014 +