hey,

its so funny i honestly had wrote, deleted and rewritten this intro kinda shit at least three times, idek how to start with this dhdjsjdjdjdkd youre either going to have a very vivid memory of when u were writting this or not remember anything at all bc youre a forgetful ass bitch lmao

anw so since youve been wanting to make this a tradition for quite a while now, here i am doing the first move for u (this doesnt even make any sense whatsoever but play along) although im writing quite late since its alrdy 2/13 rn.... kekeke :D

i dont hav anything much to say so hhnm ,, i hope that youve finally gotten those braces? and that flip phone ?? i know that youve successfully gotten urself those fresh set of new undies alrdy (just remember that youre supposed to keep them for three years ONLY) and youre finally moving in to your own house soon !! dhsjsjssjjd im so excited but im sure youre more excited than i am AAAAAACCCKK and pls tell me u have gotten rid of those merch and had stopped collecting alrdy . 2023 lili pls give urself a SMACK in the head if u hadnt thnx

as of rn, my current hyperfixation is mbti and im into pentagon . in 2 days, trsr will drop their 1st mini album tss: chapter one and their title track jikjin. i rly hope they hit it big bc tbh rn im just beyond tired of worrying bout the kids. also !! i genuinely hope that leni is ph president by now

2022 lili wishes that she had been a great for u, she hopes its one of the years in ur life that u would rmbr. i pray that 2023 lili had achieved all of 2022 lili had wanted, hope she has a great new year ahead <3

this always happens but im literally like drunk texting now so im not gonna proofread anything . im so sleepy my eyes are closing i miss taeki i love him w all my entire whole HEART gn

—2022 lili

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hey,

first of all, u were both right and wrong. right that i have a (not-all-that-vivid) memory of writing that letter, but i dont rly remember what i wrote, lol

to answer the questions, nawp, i still dont have braces and no, idc abt the flip phone that much anymore bc my priorities financially had changed (im finally starting to build the emergency funds that i've delayed and delayed bc i got into collecting merch in 2021 and then i was bombarded by concerts in 2022 smh) AND NO, no news about the new house move in yet, although there were some talks made about switching units that ended up falling thru at the end, sigh. OH I DONE DID GOTTEN RID OF THE MERCH COLLECTING ADDICTION! and now its so hard to resell them and i kinda alrdy accepted the fact that i just wasted money... but i had fun so... whatever i guess.... T_T

mbti is no longer a hyperfixation but its still fun, although ppl talking about mbti whilst not knowing shit about it has now developed to be a major pet peeve. im kinda still into pentagon, they were still my top artist on my spotify wrapped in 2022, but i dont watch their vids every day nor cry bout taeki anymore. but i still like them very much. jikjin did kinda well, but not enough to say that i can stop worrying about trsr. about the leni one, no, unfortunately she didnt win and the biggest clownery of a national election happened and now were doomed :D

2022 lili ended up attending three concerts, actually it was supposed to be five but anyways, so im sure i'll remember 2022. i dont remember what goals 2022 lili had aside from getting rid of the merch collecting habit and getting to watch a lot of movies, but she was alright. she struggled with the lack of hyperfixation, was bored a whole lot, and had to work on christmas eve, but she made it out just fine

i'll try to be better

—2023 lili