i walk around all day thinking: i'm going to die in the universe you loved me in. i get so jealous of euthanized dogs.

• self-portrait against red wallpaper - richard siken
• start here - caitlyn siehl
• love opened a mortal wound - sor juana inés de la cruz
• litany in which certain things are crossed out - richard siken
• humiliated - silas denver melvin
• timor mortis - louise glück