- dean winchester/castiel
- radiance: "you do want that. you acted out for attention. for my attention."
- that shipwreck of your heart: as dean is thrown into the world of the krushnic mafia, he finds himself getting closer than ever to castiel krushnic himself.
- love, sex magic: the last thing dean wants to do is fuck this up. and hey, consent is sexy.
- when i reach for you: “i’m a busy guy. deals to make, souls to collect. you know how it is," dean says. cas works in investment banking. he does not, in fact, know how it is.
- psalm 40:2: dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. it all gets a lot more complicated from there.
- and you can use my skin: (non-nsfw) cas comes back. dean can’t stop touching him.
- handlebars for tender touch: (non-nsfw) dean can’t meet cas’s eyes, so he watches his clasped hands on the table. “what you said. you can’t.”
- boom de yada: "you know," castiel said, as his palm skimmed down dean's chest, "humans are one of the few primates that don't possess penis bones."
- six hundred sundays: dean starts falling in love with him on a slow sunday morning under slanted sunlight that slips through the gaps in the trees.
- kingdom come: cas wakes up on the coast of maine. he makes his way home.
- angel in the backseat: dean and Cas have sex in the impala.
- it's such a mystery: so the man crouching in front of castiel is named dean. he wonders if that’s supposed to mean something to him.
- inhuman: dean has learned that sex is different when there's an angel involved.
- hold onto your voice, hold onto your breath: EYE FOR AN EYE, says the empty. dean is on his knees in his bedroom, elbows on his mattress like he thought he might pray.
- a kiss for every season: the first time dean and cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. it is not, however, the last kiss that they share.
- crazy diamonds: a week ago, dean was pulled out of hell. now, he’s apparently woken up in 2018.
- little infinities: they’d denied castiel's request for heat leave, despite dean's threats of grievous bodily harm made regarding mr. adler’s throat.
- change in plans: "i had assumed that the failure of your plan meant that we would return to mine.".
- and now, we walk: castiel gets hit by a spell that can only be resolved through intimacy. fortunately, crowley is just a call away.
- written in sparks: “well,” he clears his throat. “here goes nothin’.” and he spikes the jar into the heart of the flames.
- a turn of the earth: in which castiel gets stuck in dean’s timeline preseries and dean kind of hates it— until he doesn’t.
- coals aglow: “so you’re rocking the boat.”
- that black dog ache: a simple case turns dean upside down as he attempts to deal with the effects of a particularly strange love spell.
- the cry of elisha after elijah: the kicker is, dean had been trying to live.
- carry on: dean’s pretty sure he’s the one who doubles over first with a wheeze that turns into a laugh. because why? why is this their fucking lives, and for that matter, how are they both even still alive?
- to sleep, perchance: (non-nsfw) dean wasn’t used to good dreams.
- epistolary: at the bottom of the grocery list, different from either sam’s neat block print or dean’s own messy scrawl, was just a few words of script.
- we both kinda liked it: you’re twenty-nine. he reminds himself. and dad’s not here to shout or throw things or give you the fucking silent treatment.
- untitled: (non-nsfw) castiel remembered the first time he’d touched dean this way.
- back after these messages: (non-nsfw) castiel knows dean's hands on sight.
- take me home country roads: dean dies with the mark of cain on his arm, waking up with black eyes and hellfire licking at his heels. cas, sick on the stolen grace that's rotting inside him, gives chase.
- catch me if you can: dean winchester has never been caught.
- K.O.: dean has an ulterior motive, even if he’s not quite sure what it is at this exact moment in time.
- dirty laundry: dr. castiel james novak is a leading name in the mental health community. when Dean Winchester, self-proclaimed golden gardens killer, lies down on his couch for the first time, castiel feels it.
- i only come when you scream: dean just wants to drink his coffee.
- white russian: in order to protect sam, dean allows himself to be recruited into castiel krushnic's unconventional mob.
- the face of heaven: in which castiel is a fallen star.
- tall grass: “i think we should have a garden,” cas says.
- contentment: (non-nsfw) dean feels cas’ presence in the room, feels it like a living thing, heavy in the air blooming a warm pressure against his chest.
- q is for quid pro quo: dean makes the unfortunate mistake of putting himself on russian mobster castiel krushnic's radar. instead of fearing for his life, dean is just... annoyed.
- put out the fire in your head: castiel didn’t think he would ever hear dean sound this way again. tired, wry, self-deprecating, and human.
- waiting for more: “we got hit by some kind of witchy simultaneous pon farr, did it like teenagers on prom night, and then swapped bodies. what else is new, sammy?”
- thirst: there's a bar hidden between the blurry lines of time and space and perception, and to those in the know, it's called limbo.
- first kiss: (non-nsfw) the first time they kiss, castiel is struck motionless.
- here there be dragons: damage to cas's wings makes a hunt difficult. luckily, dean can help.
- come on in: “did you know that you have a piece of material in front of your door that says, ‘come on in?’”
- après: when the angels stop falling and castiel makes his way out of the trees, he finds himself alone and oceans away from the winchesters. for once, dean flies to him.
- anamnesis: dean and sam get into the impala and chase down the miles on an endless highway, and their story is finally, finally their own to follow. at least, that's what dean tells himself.
- rivers always reach the sea: not everything made it out of the empty.
- the answer: “please.” dean’s voice is steady, but it doesn’t hide the breaking of his soul.
- nothing equals the splendor & *trained to make your mark:_it’s so close. just so slightly imperfect. and maybe, he analyzes, maybe that’s the final knell of this bell called contentment._
- if i am a killer, too: cas is a hitchhiker, dean is... something else.
- i need no sympathy: dean knows there are no happily ever afters for people like him.
- so says the sword: the briefing was simple: ‘stand guard over the michael sword until the battle is ready to commence. await further instructions.’
- beautiful mess: for two weeks, dean’s wrists have itched, along with various other parts of his body- by some miracle, he has grace, and with grace comes wings in all forms.
- every part of you: dean doesn't get why cas wants to celebrate halloween.
- the warlock's gift: during a hunt, castiel becomes invisible to the winchesters thanks to a teenage warlock who thinks he's giving castiel a gift.
- cuckoo and nest: it puzzles castiel, where dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless.
- the right kind of wrong: the one where dean can’t believe his fucking life and cas, in turn, can’t believe his luck.
- to any semblance of touch: “i’ve got you,” castiel murmured, their brows touching. “i’ve got you.”
- fire me higher: castiel’s been compiling an ever-growing list of the things that dean likes, and the things that he likes himself.
- along my restless palms: ever since cas started staying in the bunker, dean’s been having these crazy dreams.
- something to protect: (non-nsfw) dean’s violent reaction to being unexpectedly woken has become something of a running joke among them, but castiel can’t help but look past it to the underlying cause.
- that which is mine to give: “just,” castiel says, touching two fingertips to the soft hollow of dean’s throat, “focus on me. this should be good.”
- sweeter coming from my hand: “in conclusion: dean winchester, will you marry me?”
- the curse of a hundred loves: the one where dean has to come a hundred times. cas helps.
- don't fear the reaper: castiel is a grim reaper – and a very experienced one at that.
- professional couple only: there's a haunted apartment building in vermont, and the ad says "professional couple only". dean and cas rise to the occasion.
- passed through like rain: cas has been gone for three weeks, and dean is mad at him. this is neither unexpected nor undeserved.
- put your dukes up: dean can't sleep. cas offers to tire him out.
- addicted to you: summoning a succubus while drunk is a Very Bad Idea. dean's just too drunk to remember that.
- alae angelorum: cas has been missing for weeks, and it's driving dean crazy.
- revealed: when a ritual backfires and dean ends up with wings, they reveal things that he'd much rather keep hidden.
- a sign of faith: now? fingers clutching at dean’s shirt, licking his lips as if searching for his taste— he’s not running.
- tomorrow doesn't matter: a picture frame above the fireplace catches deans eye on the way past.
- collateral damange: castiel takes offense at being called awkward, and goes out of his way to prove dean wrong.
- home is where the heart is: dean and cas have been dancing around each other for a painfully long time.
- sam winchester/lucifer
- wingshy: like all archangels, lucifer is an untamed, furious thing, and he's especially handshy about his wings.
- light and burn: in which sam tries to do impossible things.
- how to fall: when a spell goes wrong sam ends up stranded in the north canadian wilderness with nothing to do but bunker down and wait for rescue, which wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the broken angel he's accidentally brought along for the ride.
- a ghost between us: lucifer haunts sam’s dreams.
- adam milligan/michael
- crooked: the cage is opened with the rest of hell at chuck's command, and adam and michael are unleashed onto the world.
- same sweet shock: michael's got some concerns. if only he'd talk to adam about them.
- see how the winter succumbs to spring: (non-nsfw) michael wasn't very tactile at first. that was okay. they had time.
- holy trinity: (non-nsfw) heaven is vast. michael and adam take the scenic route.
- sam winchester/gabriel
- the horn's grace: sam accidentally stumbles across the horn of gabriel while exploring the storage room in the bunker.
- lovely in his bones: cas starts visiting them and telling them stories, like how sam's chances against lucifer are laughable and awful.
- dean winchester/castiel/benny lafitte
- between: then he finds benny, or rather benny finds him.
- dean winchester/benny lafitte
- this could be a city: benny rides back out of purgatory in sam's arm. dean tries to do better by him.
- dean winchester/michael
- our hour come round at last: "i want to be inside you," says michael, low and velvet and hungry and that really shouldn't turn dean on but it does.
- dean winchester/sam winchester/castiel
apr 19 2020 ∞
feb 17 2023 +